Ennui

Biography

I've never met another INFJ before. Ever since I was little, I always felt different and disconnected. I disassociate a lot from the world, as if I'm watching it but not really living it. Like reading a book, I always seemed to know what people (the other 'characters') were thinking, what they were going to do, and how they felt. I could analyze the past and figure out why people did the things they did and sometimes, if I thought hard about connections and possibilities, I could make an almost accurate guess on where they would end up or what they would do later on. My drive and loyalty for the people I truly care about frightened me. That self-sacrificing part. No one else seemed to get it. I distanced myself from reality - except when I was around those people I cared about. They were like strings keeping me from floating away - still are. But then I found out all this INFJ stuff and it's true what they say - I do cling to the label like a life jacket. I can understand people the moment I meet them but I am unable to explain or understand myself. Finding out about INFJs helped and is helping me to do that. I find myself having moments where I feel 'normal' - that is a beautiful and precious feeling.

Before I learned all of this, however, I went through some difficult paths in life. I've learned so much from it all but people never knew how to handle me or how to follow my line of thinking. I worried that I would always end up alone and misunderstood. I don't think that way anymore because it turns out that there are a lot of people who follow the same trail I do. Different personalities but generally, the same thought pattern. That's also a beautiful feeling. :]

What would be your epitaph?

I wonder if she ever found out what it was she was searching for in the first place.

MBTI

INFJ

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