I've put up walls no one even knows are there , I see sides of people I dont want to, the fakeness the flakiness.
pouring out of people around yourself so thick that you think you might slip over in it and break your neck if you don't retreat, just have them talk over you almost instantly as your about to exuse yourself, to tell everyone all the important stuff they've got to go and attend to without acknowledging you as they do so then leave.
And I just feel awkward and drained. As everyone walks of in their direction feeling acknowledged by a peer and I put up a wall. And dive inside my head and escape to a sanctuary in my mind of a giant fallen tree accross a river as I sit in the rainbow mist from the falling waters above.
I've always found a santurary within myself I am my own fortress.
pouring out of people around yourself so thick that you think you might slip over in it and break your neck if you don't retreat, just have them talk over you almost instantly as your about to exuse yourself, to tell everyone all the important stuff they've got to go and attend to without acknowledging you as they do so then leave.
And I just feel awkward and drained. As everyone walks of in their direction feeling acknowledged by a peer and I put up a wall. And dive inside my head and escape to a sanctuary in my mind of a giant fallen tree accross a river as I sit in the rainbow mist from the falling waters above.
I've always found a santurary within myself I am my own fortress.