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Your Heart is Wild You tend to fall in and out of love quite often. Love tends to be a capricious thing for you. You are passionate and...

I am quite emotionally distant from my parents and outside family so it's very rare that I say "I love you" to them. I do love them, but I've never expressed it much in the past, so saying it now just seems awkward and forced. If I want to show love I'll show it through my actions. I say it...

My needs are not so much physical as they are emotional. I need constant emotional reassurance that my crazy powerful emotions are returned, and overall stability in a relationship. Ultimately, I need to feel cared about, whether it is through words, actions or touch.

I've been in love twice. When I love someone, I'd do anything to make them happy, to see them smile. I want to be by their side always, and whenever I see them I get the warmest feeling of completion inside, like there's nothing in the world I'd rather do than just simply be in their presence or...

INFP. I'm cray cray on a regular basis, but when I actually snap and have a complete mental breakdown it's a nightmare to both my sanity and those around me. Usually I'll cry, scream, lash out at anyone who speaks to me. Self-harm, smoke a lot, drink when I can get my hands on some alcohol. If...

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-14262237 The 27 Club has a new member. RIP, Amy.

A grasshopper on the side of my ashtray right as I was about to snuff one. I tried to poke it away with my parasol but it hissed and hopped on it instead. D: Ffffffffuuu-

I don't know if what I listen to qualifies as "screamo" but I do enjoy metalcore and alternative rock with the same sound. Sort of like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0xTV4F1JC0

Every tumblr blog post or forum post I paste in gives me a different result. So far I've gotten Cory Doctorow, Charles Dickens, Dan Brown, and Stephen King...

The ability to trust a stranger blindly and faithfully, and the innate belief that that everyone I meet is a good person unless proven horribly otherwise. I'm honest just as well, or at least that's what I've been told. That I don't do anything unless I believe in it, and that I'm open to...

Analyze Jared Leto? :tongue1:

Ahh, that must be hard to deal with. :( I suppose the fact that I'm periodically self-aware about what I do and apologize for it (albeit after the damage is done) could be considered a positive asset. I just wish recognizing how irrational my thoughts are had any impact on my emotional mind...

I had a psychiatric evaluation done over Christmas and that was the first I'd been diagnosed with borderline, though my therapist had suspected it much earlier. When I was in a psychiatric ward in April they confirmed the BPD, major depression (along with dysthymic disorder according to the...

INFP up in hurr. :tongue: I refuse to be excluded. 18, female. Recurrent major depression, borderline personality disorder, anorexia/bulimia (technically EDNOS).

All emotion associated with pain. Sadness, anger, frustration, desperation. Because I've felt, and still feel these on such a deep level in most aspects of my life it's easy to recognize the same in others that aren't as open to talking about it as I am.