pervy_sage

thankyou my friend, i appreciate all you've said and i'll look that wayne dyre guy up, take care and best of luck in your journey too!!

hehe take your time, no hurry

my friend i've had some time to think about what you said before, and instinctively i feel you are right, about following your heart, and trusting what you know.. about how reality is an illusion, but how the illusion can't contradict what we know to be true in our spirits... you seem to know much more about this than i do, so please, tell me more... how have you come to understand this? and what are these things you've come to believe are true, what truths has your heart revealed to you? for me, i feel this kind of connectedness to the whole universe, to the whole of humanity.. it's hard to describe, it transcends reality, borders, the generations, it's something intrinsic in the spirit of life.. do you know what i mean? and what does it indicate? lol, sorry for all the questions, but you have sparked my curiosity, and i would love to share with another enlightened soul!

thanks!

Thank you for writing on my wall! Everything went very well indeed.
-Nellie

thankyou so much for elaborating, i will need a little time to digest all you've said you are an enlightened soul, pervy_sage

I replied to your post on my own wall, oops.

Oh and David, my name is Ted. I put myself as an IN(t)FJ because when I was around 12, I started to give up on emotions for decision making. I would override my value system and focus myself to look at the logic of things. It's really when I began to develop my Ti, but I developed it in a negative way that caused me to totally disregard an important part of myself.

This would cause me to test as an INTP by the time I was in my early 20's.

Fe was always there, just I ignored it to the best of my ability. Other people who knew me often thought I looked angry though. I had got to the point where very often I had no idea how I was feeling.

Last few years, while still believing myself to be an INTP, I went on this quest to get in touch with my Fe side, since that is the inferior of an INTP. Then a guy pointed out I use Ni and not Ne. He was right, and since exploring my Fe side, it has made leaps and bounds to the point I don't think it would qualify as an inferior function anymore.

So you're right, a person can't be Ni Ti Fe Se. What has happened is my Fe *must* be run through my Ti most of the time, to make sure I am acting appropriately in different situations. This gives me a more stern, and academic attitude. I behave remarkably like an INTP, and not so much like an INFJ. After being on the INTP forum for a couple years, I realized I was subtly different than most on there, and I just figured I was a screwed up INTP. Nope, INFJ is the answer.

I'd talk to you about God's plan more, but I have a hunch we wouldn't agree on some points and it'd result in a disagreement, which seemed to happen on the original thread.

There certain things I have come to know beyond any doubt. Things that where at first faith but no longer are, which is unusual I think, because most religious types never receive concrete affirmations of their beliefs while alive. They may think they do, but what they perceived to be evidence is often highly open to interpretation.

When it comes what I have experienced, I either mildly hallucinated in perfect sync with another individual or certain things are real because we observed them. Anything that does not jive with those observations, I'll have to disregard, because personal experience trumps someone else's theory which has no evidential backing.

As for God's plan, that's the newest aspect of this all. I really don't know what to think of it at this point. I'll just keep praying and try being the best person I can be.

i'd love to know more about the topic, you intrigue me pervy_sage, especially by how easily you dismiss reality as an illusion for me it's an object of contention to say the least. pm me any "time" (when you get free from the bonds of reality and please share more about how everything has a meaning, i'm all ears