Recent content by poshlost

that was my immediate thought.

getting ready to sleep to the sounds of Gyorgy Ligeti.

I'll live as long as I can maintain a convulsed sense of wonder, I can off myself when I outgrow it.

nothing is as disgusting for me as verbalizing emotions, feelings should be understood through subtleties, intuitively. if someone can't get it, needs to verbalize their feelings ad nauseum, then it's infeasible.

I keep everything. if you lend me something, I'll keep it, forever.

yup, you're actually right. I forget that I gave up on the whole idea of true love/connection, hence why it's easy for me to not show any sign of vulnerability.

never, sensitive people who show their vulnerability to supposed friends are fools.

lol, seriously. case in point.

Error.

I dunno, but I just wish the west would stop dehumanizing palestinians.

YouTube - Grouper Disengaged delicious

YouTube - Autechre - Arch Carrier

I know plenty and I'm pretty sure everyone living in a predominantly christian society does. but of course other christian extremists wouldn't notice them since their extremism is what they'd consider normality.

on a visit to montreal, the arab family/entourage was sickening, I could never spend a minute away from some 15 to 30 other arabs hovering around me. luckily I fell ill the last couple of days, so I could spend some time on my own.

SPs are annoying in a good way, they know they're annoying, you can tell them they're annoying when they annoy you so they annoy you more but it's fine, everyone is clear on the atmosphere of annoyance. with SJs the annoyance is repressed and heavy. srs all the time.