@Ginny just the fact you asked makes me feel better <3 Thank you for caring! But it's just a lot of things together. Uncertainty causes a lot of stress for me, but it's okay I will just keep taking it one day at a time and trying to do what I can to make my future better! :)
Thanks @Ginny I just need people to care, and this place is therapeutic. I've noticed when I spend a lot of time away from here I get stressed easier! When I posted this, I had sent messages to several people and nobody responded and its been almost two days, so I am starting to wonder if something is wrong and they didn't get my messages.
And it was depressing that I only had like 3 notifications. But hey you get back what you put in and I haven't been super active! I can't expect people to just jump on my posts like that So I know I am being irrational. Hehe. <3