under skies

Thank you. A story I've been working on concerns this subject, the pains and perils have always intrigued me.

I was not sick, but yes mine thoughts were sick. I was feeling very awkward and was not able to find a way to talk about it. Had some trouble with myself. Thank you for asking. Hope you are fine and having a wonderful day. yes,i am feeling better and improving.

Thank underskies. I will talk to you soon about that book 1984. At the moment, i can talk about it. just started feeling better. taking rest.

mines need sweeping too!

sniff sob

Now, consider.

Your nature? Have you any control over it?

Nope. Entirely biological, unchangeable and unmade by you.

Secondly, your past experience.

Can you control or change your past?

Nope. You may 'choose' to do different things at certain times, but again, memory and nature are at work with this.

The past is also unchangeable, and beyond your control.

Now, if the two most important factors affecting your 'choice' are undecided by you.

What does freedom really mean?

I will 'expound' on said freedom theory if you wish.

I have a topic over on INTPforum about it, but the basic premise is, all our 'choices' are entirely dictated by two things, our biological psychology, as in, our base humans wants/needs, and our past experience.

Anytime you make a choice, you will consider these things.

I.e Should I punch that guy? He's threatening my territory, and looking at my girl. I punched someone before, and they left me alone...'etc-

I appreciate it, but it is difficult for me to be expressive with a "stranger".

I've only been ignoring you because I'm on a bit of a communication lockdown right now. I'm not really talking with anyone (there's 1 or 2 exceptions), even those that I sort of know here. I expend a lot of emotional energy when integrating a new friend into my life. The process is always fraught with my fear of feeling hurt feelings or causing such. I take it very seriously and I put my heart into the development of such a relationship. Ordinarily I would definitely be talking to you, but right now I don't have the internal resources.

I feel warm feelings that you care. Also, I think that you are hot.

ha! really? whatever. though the reverse thing does seem to be true

why? it's much better than mine

Thanks!
=D

lol... everyone has at least a bit of a preconceived notion; what were you expecting?

ok

purposeful enough. at least, i don't see why it was censor-worthy. oh well

unfortunately no

now im curious as to your deleted message lol

/Nods

Thank you. Nice to have found somewhere I fit and am understood. : )