hai.  thought you might be able to relate to these two.  
ready to go out of your motherfucking mind???   good.
the chorus in the 1st one is so amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chR7VROY99E
I'm me , exploding into history
I dream of leaving this
Kill this and never come back
Never fuckin' return
I dream of me - Kill this, my dream
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3akMwCsYL9w
[dumb title, amazing song]
...it's too much for me, too much for me.  you're not the only one who fails...you're not the only one.......................
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