I don't know how to make it in pictures like the previous two posters.
I have no idea what my father thinks I do. I don't see him anymore, unfortunately. My mother has passed away and knew that I'm a model.
I have no social life at all.
(previous answer)
Express myself creatively whilst helping people learn art.
Force myself to be brave, get some great thinking done, help people learn art, and exhaust myself.