Darc
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Yeah so here's my deal: I spent many years very confused and not really all that fulfilled or happy. I had my first job when I was 15 or so, and at first it was great, I finally had money to buy all the things I had always wanted, go to the mall, hang out, buy nice clothes, all the cool and hip cds I had always wanted, party and treat girls to nights out or whatever but no matter what I bought I just didn't quite feel fulfilled and thus inevitably I started reading a lot and looking for self fulfillment and got into all this eastern philosophy and counter culture type stuff that different that wasn't well known about in the majority and it just filled my mind with wonder and new ideas. But still, I spent many years of my life searching and wondering what it was all for, not really von tent with the status quo until sometime in my 20s I by chance was told about Karl Marx and Marxism after this individual noticed my fascination and interest in Che Guevara and then came my interest in that whole world.
So I fluttered around the political world for a while, but a few months to a year I found myself feeling very disenchanted. In one instance I found myself relieved st knowing what all this consumption and materialism was about, on another hand, I found that many who call or consider themselves liberal to be very disingrniund and oddly felt as though often were hiding something. I then felt like no matter where I went, I could not find anyone who I could hardly have an honest open and direct conversation or about political theory and all of these vaguely liberal and perhaps Marxian values and ideals.
I found myself at a crossing point, if there's no hope for Marxism, socialism, then what hope is there for the future,before a better world?
What happened to democracy, equal rights? And I felt like a part of my youthful optimism and faith was lost a little. Deep down,maybe at our core all human beings are a little greedy and selfish, and maybe the bibles right, maybe we are all sinners.
Now I look at much of the world with dismay and heartache as I deeply von template if he world will see the error of its ways. I still think Karl Marx was right all this time about his theories and what he wrote about, but unfortunately, perhaps putting that into action is another thing entirely...
So I fluttered around the political world for a while, but a few months to a year I found myself feeling very disenchanted. In one instance I found myself relieved st knowing what all this consumption and materialism was about, on another hand, I found that many who call or consider themselves liberal to be very disingrniund and oddly felt as though often were hiding something. I then felt like no matter where I went, I could not find anyone who I could hardly have an honest open and direct conversation or about political theory and all of these vaguely liberal and perhaps Marxian values and ideals.
I found myself at a crossing point, if there's no hope for Marxism, socialism, then what hope is there for the future,before a better world?
What happened to democracy, equal rights? And I felt like a part of my youthful optimism and faith was lost a little. Deep down,maybe at our core all human beings are a little greedy and selfish, and maybe the bibles right, maybe we are all sinners.
Now I look at much of the world with dismay and heartache as I deeply von template if he world will see the error of its ways. I still think Karl Marx was right all this time about his theories and what he wrote about, but unfortunately, perhaps putting that into action is another thing entirely...