TinyBubbles
anarchist
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Reflections about the ego. Feel free to read if you like.
1. I am living in a delusionary self-centered world
2. Reality is not about me, but rather a reaction to me.
3. I have total freedom of choice outside the bounds of ego
4. Ego generates all fear, all hope, all disappointment, all regret, all anger, all drive, all passion, all shame. It also likely generates possibilities which wouldn't have existed before.
5. Others are living in their own self-centric world too. Subjective reality means subjective expression, always.
6. I'm a part of their world, as I interact with them. They mine.
7. I am perceiving reality all the time, too. I can choose to react (direct experience | immediate free will) or resist making a choice (ego | desire for future free will/control/choice).
8. In fact, there is an energy flow through me, through everyone. Ego is a kind of non-chosen self defense system, designed to preserve the body.
9. The next moment is as unknown as the afterlife.
10. All fear is self generated. A product of the ego, which is a elaborate psychological construct formed from early childhood. Possible genetic origins.
11. Sensitivity to pain is entirely fear generated
12. Selfishness is a natural consequence of having an ego
13. Everyone has an ego.
14. The greater the ego, the greater the resistance to a truly changing reality.
15. Resistance is pain. But lack of resistance feels unhuman.
16. Without an ego, there is no resistance to cooperate, to genuine unconditional compassion. Whether this is a good thing or not is also a judgment bred of the ego, and its desire to preserve the body. The ego-less individual has no resistance and therefore would easily slip into self sacrifice in favor of another's immediate free will/ego.
17. The above might also be ego.
18. Without ego, there is no predicting the future, and that is perceived by the ego-attached mind as a loss of control. The reality is that anything can happen anyway; control through prediction is a comfortable illusion.
What is the ego?
- Your sense of time. Your sense of past and future. Your predictions of the future. Your interpretation of the past. Your interpretation of the present. Ego is a thought. Ego is a feeling. It is you all the time whenever you are not simply existing, simply perceiving. Life in general is very simple. It is lived moment by moment. Ego gives us the false perception that there is anything outside of right now.
- Without ego, there is no resistance to every sensory input. There is no past-conditioned bias. Life without ego is life without contemplation, without hope. It is pure experience, and moment-by-moment choice.
- The frontal cortex is probably the cause of one's elaborate ego-defense system. The primal part of the brain generates a desire to physically survive, and it is likely genetically inherited. Due to the fact that millions of years of evolution have formed the part of the brain that is able to think, to predict likely consequences, the ego has added to its own interpretations above this basic desire to live. My guess is so it can broaden its range of free will to outside the immediate moment, which in reality probably cannot happen.
- Why we have inherited a desire for self preservation is unknown. It may be to survive long enough to pass on our genes, but since we will at some point be destroyed the ultimate goal is still unknown. There seems to be an in-built failsafe against self destruction
- Ego can make one crazy. Suicide is probably the result of an extreme resistance to reality, a consequence of years of accumulated and progressively confirmed biases, which become so solidified that they override the core desire which is to physically survive (apparently also a cognitive bias)
- Something interesting: one's ego tends to strengthen over time, rather than weaken. Every new input, and that is everything since it is impossible to step in the same river twice, is interpreted by the ego to be similar to something experienced before. It's an internal checking system. Reality is truly ever changing, but experience is through one's ego and therefore everything could be perceived as related to something prior.
- The ego is the part of you that judges good or bad, right or wrong, true or false, which theorizes, remembers, hopes, fears. The ego-less individual has zero judgment outside of an immediate act or don't act, since he is not internally checking reality against what he believes he has known in the past or assumes about the future. This gives the individual total freedom of action in the moment. Without an ego you are extremely perceptive and immediately recognize choice. It is primal. With an ego, you broaden your sphere of perceived opportunity to outside the Now, and choose based on assumptions about a changing future/remembered past. It is entirely possible that your predictions are accurate and will result in the desired outcome, which is to control and benefit from a future event. It is entirely possible that they won't.
- The mind is constantly being re-wired too, as a result of every thought, every feeling, every experience. New input will be linked to old and generate a feeling of "known" and "safe"
- There is no way to confirm consciousness exists outside the body, and indeed no way to confirm objective reality, since everything is filtered through our senses. Our senses by default pick up everything in the immediate environment, but the mind only interprets (consciously perceives) that physical data which has some relation to previously (likely unconsciously decided) meaningful data. This happens whenever one steps away from the realm of experience and into the realm of thought. It might also happen regardless, if subconscious reality exists (dreams suggest it does).
- Thought gives the impression, the sensation, that there is a You or I, that there is a Me, and Them. In reality it is one psyche absorbing the world, and one psyche expressing its interpretations of it. If others exist, and I believe they do due to their physical similarity to me, then they are outside of this sphere of individual experience. It may in fact be the case that there is no reality outside of you, and since the ego can be annihilated, no real reason why you cannot experience everything without any fear. The one main fear of death however, upon which all others are apparently constructed, might resist this ultimate cognitive shift.
1. I am living in a delusionary self-centered world
2. Reality is not about me, but rather a reaction to me.
3. I have total freedom of choice outside the bounds of ego
4. Ego generates all fear, all hope, all disappointment, all regret, all anger, all drive, all passion, all shame. It also likely generates possibilities which wouldn't have existed before.
5. Others are living in their own self-centric world too. Subjective reality means subjective expression, always.
6. I'm a part of their world, as I interact with them. They mine.
7. I am perceiving reality all the time, too. I can choose to react (direct experience | immediate free will) or resist making a choice (ego | desire for future free will/control/choice).
8. In fact, there is an energy flow through me, through everyone. Ego is a kind of non-chosen self defense system, designed to preserve the body.
9. The next moment is as unknown as the afterlife.
10. All fear is self generated. A product of the ego, which is a elaborate psychological construct formed from early childhood. Possible genetic origins.
11. Sensitivity to pain is entirely fear generated
12. Selfishness is a natural consequence of having an ego
13. Everyone has an ego.
14. The greater the ego, the greater the resistance to a truly changing reality.
15. Resistance is pain. But lack of resistance feels unhuman.
16. Without an ego, there is no resistance to cooperate, to genuine unconditional compassion. Whether this is a good thing or not is also a judgment bred of the ego, and its desire to preserve the body. The ego-less individual has no resistance and therefore would easily slip into self sacrifice in favor of another's immediate free will/ego.
17. The above might also be ego.
18. Without ego, there is no predicting the future, and that is perceived by the ego-attached mind as a loss of control. The reality is that anything can happen anyway; control through prediction is a comfortable illusion.
What is the ego?
- Your sense of time. Your sense of past and future. Your predictions of the future. Your interpretation of the past. Your interpretation of the present. Ego is a thought. Ego is a feeling. It is you all the time whenever you are not simply existing, simply perceiving. Life in general is very simple. It is lived moment by moment. Ego gives us the false perception that there is anything outside of right now.
- Without ego, there is no resistance to every sensory input. There is no past-conditioned bias. Life without ego is life without contemplation, without hope. It is pure experience, and moment-by-moment choice.
- The frontal cortex is probably the cause of one's elaborate ego-defense system. The primal part of the brain generates a desire to physically survive, and it is likely genetically inherited. Due to the fact that millions of years of evolution have formed the part of the brain that is able to think, to predict likely consequences, the ego has added to its own interpretations above this basic desire to live. My guess is so it can broaden its range of free will to outside the immediate moment, which in reality probably cannot happen.
- Why we have inherited a desire for self preservation is unknown. It may be to survive long enough to pass on our genes, but since we will at some point be destroyed the ultimate goal is still unknown. There seems to be an in-built failsafe against self destruction
- Ego can make one crazy. Suicide is probably the result of an extreme resistance to reality, a consequence of years of accumulated and progressively confirmed biases, which become so solidified that they override the core desire which is to physically survive (apparently also a cognitive bias)
- Something interesting: one's ego tends to strengthen over time, rather than weaken. Every new input, and that is everything since it is impossible to step in the same river twice, is interpreted by the ego to be similar to something experienced before. It's an internal checking system. Reality is truly ever changing, but experience is through one's ego and therefore everything could be perceived as related to something prior.
- The ego is the part of you that judges good or bad, right or wrong, true or false, which theorizes, remembers, hopes, fears. The ego-less individual has zero judgment outside of an immediate act or don't act, since he is not internally checking reality against what he believes he has known in the past or assumes about the future. This gives the individual total freedom of action in the moment. Without an ego you are extremely perceptive and immediately recognize choice. It is primal. With an ego, you broaden your sphere of perceived opportunity to outside the Now, and choose based on assumptions about a changing future/remembered past. It is entirely possible that your predictions are accurate and will result in the desired outcome, which is to control and benefit from a future event. It is entirely possible that they won't.
- The mind is constantly being re-wired too, as a result of every thought, every feeling, every experience. New input will be linked to old and generate a feeling of "known" and "safe"
- There is no way to confirm consciousness exists outside the body, and indeed no way to confirm objective reality, since everything is filtered through our senses. Our senses by default pick up everything in the immediate environment, but the mind only interprets (consciously perceives) that physical data which has some relation to previously (likely unconsciously decided) meaningful data. This happens whenever one steps away from the realm of experience and into the realm of thought. It might also happen regardless, if subconscious reality exists (dreams suggest it does).
- Thought gives the impression, the sensation, that there is a You or I, that there is a Me, and Them. In reality it is one psyche absorbing the world, and one psyche expressing its interpretations of it. If others exist, and I believe they do due to their physical similarity to me, then they are outside of this sphere of individual experience. It may in fact be the case that there is no reality outside of you, and since the ego can be annihilated, no real reason why you cannot experience everything without any fear. The one main fear of death however, upon which all others are apparently constructed, might resist this ultimate cognitive shift.