I was going to post a youtube video on your help thread but I refrained because I supposed it wasn't much help to your plight, but regardless, you need to listen to the song
"Crazy" By Gnarls Barkley.
Thats what came to mind when I read your thread. I have no advice, sorry
![Big Grin :D :D](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f600.png)