I guess, if we can find purpose in pondering the things one has no control over. Was that too shallow? Either way, you're 19? You don't look 19, are you sure you're 19? Well, I guess, you've probably been 19 for almost a year, so I guess that's probably subsided into you somehow. I always told people I was 16 when I was 17, it was out of habit, really, sometimes those little facts just slip your mind.
But nevermind that. I can't tell if this is a question or a humble and poetic way to start some kind of philosophical conversation. I guess there are more interpretations as well. But one of the reasons I somehow believe the answer is leaning more towards the latter is because I vaguely recall writing where I was born and where I live somewhere in my bio, maybe it was cryptic, I'm not exactly sure. Either way, I don't knooooooooooooooow. I want to move soon anyways. I've been in the same house for.... Over.... like... 2-3 years? I'm not even sure anymore! But either way, it's been way too long. I hope to move to Amsterdam soon, yes, but we'll see.