kita

Thank you. I am a pretty neat neighbor, actually.

hope everything is going well x

thanks for the rep and how are you? i hope everything is going well and you are looking forward to the big event xox

Happy holidays and the best New Years celebrations for you. Best wishes and hopes you had fun and that this year became a pleasure and that the New Year becomes joyous much more.

Champ told Opal that Sookie is a total fishing fan. LOL.

Just thought you'd like to know.

Did you get my PM the other day?

don't feel nervous, it will be very interesting for the rest of us.

congratulations on the happy news!

would you ever keep a pregnancy blog on the forums so we could read about your experiences as a pregnant infj?

Okay well for me. I've grown up in a negatively affirmed environment most of my life. You can sense the destruction and emptiness or vacantness my family have. The criticism and abuse that I've been exposed to, a normal expression of my family saw my energy become invisible to the point I have been wanting most of my life to cease being if this is the kind of reality I have been exposed to. The gears added upon each other. While my brother should be content his karmic energy continues to be sick as is his girlfriends, his house is empty and barren as is his life. You expect the laughter of children, or the comfort of friends and a social warmth and the opposite. I tried living with him and I couldn't, I felt the sickness.

As much as I absorbed my fathers self destruct and mothers neglect. They too have been living, echoing their karmic misery I call it, reinforcing their negative vibrations. Where my father expresses anger and criticism, trying to control his environment, shunning and abusing anyone who gets close. Its like he is unfinished, as is his house empty, partly furnished, cold, the atmosphere is so very cold and selfish. And then my mother gets caught up in her negative energy in which she is afraid to move, become enabled, protesting against any kind of action, positive intent with such fierce negative wishes that she echos as much as the rest her negative vibrations.

I knew intuitively that their negative vibrations were part of their cycle and not mine, I just got caught up in it for too long. As soon as I wanted to change, resistance happened. And then the change for the last four years was gradual. I wanted to create positive vibrations, or rather instead of experiencing negative synchronicity, to experience positive synchronicity in my life. Which tells me what we feed our subconscious our subconscious feeds into our experiences and that's what persists in our lives more and more. And to change this I went to hypnosis, neural linguistic programing, meditation, naturopathy more and happened upon my social circle that are supportive to a point.

It is perhaps this year when the instant changeover has shifted, from a negative to positive vibrational affirmed energy state. Which means as soon as I accepted myself as being I started being. Because I have have learned that in that process I was meant to experience powerlessness and loneliness to shape me towards the kind of life I am meant to have and become appreciative of the times when positive energies happen to be part of mine more and more and to never take for granted that life is meant to be loved.

And I knew my being wanted to experience positive affirmations and my family choose not to.

Carried away.

It is an intense question to ask.

Thanks. Recently I've become more communicative and open although I have to adjust and tone it down and pace myself. Avatars tell a lot about how we feel, want to feel, would feel and think. How has your experiences added to your perspective while growing up, were there more affirmations or less and how does this affect the way you interpret situations?

How are you feeling Kita? How are you finding your time here? Your avatar looks confused, would you mind explaining your decision behind the avatar, any meanings? What do you like, what do you dislike? Okay that was a bit vague I have to say, then what about what are your tastes in music like? What about your political preferences? And what are your beliefs about consciousness, science and spirituality?

i tried talking philosophy with anna, but she seems pretty fixated on IKEA.

are you into AI's?

De nada, good luck!

your avatar always attracted my glance. just letting you know...

Congrats on your finding of a smoking cessation product that works for you.

Kita the INFJ!

thanks!!!