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Can I list 20? I think 10 wouldn't be enough, I would have to leave out too many important ones. Oh yes.. and you wanted to know why too.. that will be a lot of work! Hm but I actually feel like making that list.

Oh and of course: I am incredibly cool. The coolest you've ever seen. I hope you're happy now!

Dude, the internet is for porn. There are tons of videos that prove it (Like the WoW one).
No just kidding. The internet is for stalking people. (Like facebook)
It's like a big place I can discover peoples weaknesses without revealing mine, by looking at what they post!
And after me and my trusty sidekick have gained enough information about these people, we'll manipulate them and let them elect me! (Even tough I live in a monarchy, where the king has almost no power. It's more like a federation.)
And then afterwards, I take control of Europe and make an alliance with China.
And all that because of facebook.
Now, I hope you're thinking: what should I do on the internet?

:shocked: *shock* I just realized I also forgot to answer another question! I forgot to send you my top ten of favorite films! As I try not to break my promises you will receive it tomorrow.

Which question? Whether or not I think I'm cool? Not giving up are ya? What I think when I look in the mirror depends heavily on my mood.. so there's your answer. In fact, I think I never asked myself whether I think I'm ... 'cool' You're unbelievable..

I just came back from the movie theatre and from having a chat with my friend.
Oh yeah and basically I'm just singing Pink Floyd songs in my head. Not that it's important in any way, but yeah.
What are you doing? I hope it doesn't include looking at dirty pictures / movies, because you know what mom told you! You'll turn blind.

I'm thinking of using the painting 'The Nighthawks' as my background.
So many good memories.
I remember looking more than an hour for a movie like that on google. If only I knew back then..

What's your expert critic on 'District 9'?

Good lord.. Are you even sure that's coffee you're on?

Yeah, the name doesn't really matter does it. Just give it a .. cool and common name, LOL!

I think I just forgot part of your message. 'Do I think I am cool?' :twitch: Are you sure you only had 4 (actually X3 so 12) cups of coffee?

Because I think that would be pretty useless. That way you'd just have to talk about the different functions. There isn't much to say about 'NF' in itself. It's about how your different functions operate as a whole, and influence eachother. Different NF types really are very different. You know, you could always just make a video about yourself, talk about what it's like to be you, how you experience things, like you would do if you'd make an 'INFJ video'. See what you get. I'd be interesting.

Haha I know! And it was awesome! Especially the part about the haircut and the names :becky:

Seriously though, I want to see that video. But may I ask something? If it's not going to be an INFJ video, then.. what is it going to be? You can't make an 'NF video'?

Yeah I think it does, I'm having one of those nights I'm afraid! Lol I also use giant mugs! 4 cups terrible? That's more of my usual amount.. :madgrin: Actually I was just about to reply to you about what I said earlier, but I didn't feel like getting into that stuff right now. My caffeine intoxicated mind is not up for it. I might start a thread about it someday soon.

Yeah definitely and the stupid thing is I'm not about to set them straight on that fact either. I complain that people don't think I get hurt but I still don't actually want them to know that I have and I do. Oh well... I hear what you're saying about the social disadvantage. I came into school as the only person from my area and the only person who came from the school I'd been going to previously. I guess it could have been worse though, coz there was this girl, who also tried out in the entrance exams, who would have held my past over me like blackmail. Not that my past was anything to be all that worried about but she was one of those people who had a knack for shining the worst possible light on things.
*sigh* Hopefully you gain some positives from this stage in your life though. It's strange but what I found was that when you don't care about people, people percieve the rejection as coming from your side so there's still that chance to get back in there once you're past that stage. I was completely surprised as to how many people were actually happy to accept me and how many people I'd percieved as not actually liking me who had just been uncomfortable but interested in me all the same. When I look back on it I actually remember their attempt/s to be friends with me but I was just so shitty and pushed them away because I didn't have the patience to form a new relationship. But yeah, I'm friends with a few of those people now.

Haha, the kickboxing thing is filled with people with loads of experience. It also has a 'famous' belgian kickboxer.
Well, I saw him on tv on Eurosports.
I rather do it with newbs like me, but maybe it's best to learn from skilled people.
They can correct you I guess

And I'll look into judo. But I feel intimidated around all those pros

I think that I'll go to the gym first, because I'm really underweight (always have been) and rather work on that before I do something like that.

I've got no condition at all, but I plan on going to the gym soon.
What should I train if I plan on kickboxing / thai boxing? (thai boxing looks hard though :O)
I plan on training at least 8 months and start kickboxing or thaiboxing in the summer vacation.

Yeah, I hope it does get better soon. I was there a year ago. It's strange how before that time I used to long to not give a shit about people but when I actually got to that point it just made me feel even more awful. I've come to the conclusion I'd rather face the difficulties that come with caring about people too much rather than the opposite, I guess coz I've learnt to an extent how to deal with caring too much. If you don't care people seem to know and so make no effort to even help you to continue to carry a conversation with them. There's over 100 people in my year and I wasn't relating to a single one of them. The stupid thing is there isn't even any consideration that you've been severely stomped on and you might be feeling a bit sensitive. Everyone just assumes that everybody else has had the same level of pain they themselves have experienced so there's no ability to fathom anything deeper. My problem there though, I think, is that I put too much effort into appearing strong so it's seems incomprehensable to other people that I can even be trodden on. Anyway, I get the feeling that a lot of people just think I'm a normal person who's weirdly reserved and hard to reach.

Haha, I was just editing my message to you coz I felt like I should have said something more. What can I say, I think I'm in a bit of a mood to edit my thoughts.

Things have been fairly good. The post you just repped me on was actually inspired by my recent encounter with my friends. I'm sort of at a stage where I'm too sick to go to school and I'm feeling a little misunderstood, like my friends think I've abandoned them or something. In other words, they're not empathising but that's the story of my life. So I'm back to rethinking where I stand in my friendships once again. I never seem to make the complete right choices for myself.
How're you now?

Thanks for the rep
Hope your bit of identity crisis sorts itself out soon. Your online persona feels INFJ at least but only you can know yourself best. I guess sometimes you have to tear things apart a bit before they seem to really fit. So keep tearing through shreds of your life and hopefully you'll find a few pieces that bring things together again. I think your doing the right thing by disguarding what you've already assumed so far. If this route leads you straight back to where you started then I think it's safe to say you're INFJ. If not then you're starting a completely new chapter in your life. Good luck with it all. Hope you rediscover yourself soon.

Yeah I know but, I have to say that I was a little surprised that you, of all people on here, are having doubts about your type. Of all the people on this forum, and from what I know, you practically scream INFJ, at least in my opinion. Nevertheless I understand your doubts about the whole MBTI thing. I've been doing some research myself lately, on how my different functions influence eachother, especially Ni and Fe. I seem to have episodes, as you described somewhere, during which my Fe seems to be underused, even nonexistent.

Well I think I'm going to use today to recover from yesterday's 'party'. I really couldn't get out of that one, as it was my friend's.. My birthday was alright actually, the last part of the day at least.

On a side note, I have to say your new profile picture freaked me out when I first saw it! It kinda reminds me of the paintings of Francis Bacon if you know them.

:flypig:

Hello stranger. Hehe those two coffee addicts never fail to make me smile.

I'm doing alright. At least I'm trying to. :angel:

What about you? How's your quest going? And, I don't know whether or not it's a safe question, but I've been meaning to ask you: any news about the situation with the girl?

I understand you're in a process of rediscovering yourself, but did you really have to remove your (and I quote: ) awesome avatar, your profile picture, your MBTI