You read my mind!! That's how it is with me right now too! The acknowledgment of realizing that we have this feeling of loneliness without that person. The same happened to me too, I was upset from something totally away from my close friend. I actually told him that something was ok and totally fine with me, even though it wasn't, so I felt like I lied and I thought I don't deserve him as a friend any more, so I asked him to forget me...so, even though that something had nothing to do with him and it was actually me lying to myself before I lied to him and told him it's ok. So, he asked me not to call/contact him in any way...he'll delete me off fb, which he didn't until now....so, I don't know. I sent him a message saying what I didn't get to tell him before and that was about me lying and telling him that it was totally something else. I don't know what to think any more, I'm confused, I don't understand if he's going to forgive me or not even though I was so rude and I cried when I told him to forget me....I just want to scream from a mountain's top!....Do you also feel the same?