Hey man, I just want to tell you to keep your chin up
You're an amazing person, and frankly Colleges are more likely to decline someone based on things BESIDES scholarly aptitude, than they are to because of scholarly aptitude. Definitely don't take this as a seal on your life, it is far far from it.
But also -- how are community colleges in your state? Mine actually has some VERY good ones, with excellent transfer programs. Its great because you can get your Gen Ed's done cheap, then go to a big college for the heavy duty stuff, I would look into it... If I were you
But even if you want to drop out of school and sell multicolored marijuana bongs for your life, you'd still have my emotional support 100%. Keep in there <3