I think I kinda have a strong intuition.. I could see signs or attract things that later on have a meaning..
as well as sometimes, I can speak of something randomly then it just happens after a few months
or even dream of something that night then after waking up.. it comes true that instantly.
I think I just have to listen more to my inner guide.. my thoughts are pretty overactive
about these beliefs.. when I was a lot younger..
I just know and felt like I have lived before..
that's why I kinda got really interested with Buddhism
since it has that kind of belief.. I also love their ways..
I think spiritually you are really attuned..
that's where it starts right? from theories..
that's the start of being called into this unusual path.
and your "dark" phase made you search the "light"