That was pretty early; may I ask what shapes that perspective?
I don't know about the peace part, honestly; that's how it seems for me as an outsider; I have a friend who expressed a similar perspective like yours, and she's just like you-- there's a zen-like sense, really kind of like a flowing water. I cannot dare to pretend I know your mind; but...I'm curious.
That is one sad fact about this world, yes. And every matter is so huge, complex--connected. So massive-- it looks untouchable, these creations of men that has devoured its creators since long time ago. A friend once said that society is a creature in its own. I really agreed with that thought. At this rate, more and more people will be swallowed by it;
Do you think-- it's futile?
Mmm, what I'm saying is somewhat related to what acd said; but it's not the same either.
Things we cannot change, we let go and accept it; things we can change, we try.
But the former offers this lull-- this lull that make us think we have little power to change our world. Sometimes it's complacency, sometimes it's despair.
And the latter offers another lull that make us think we have more power than we think we have. Pride, success, achievement...you name it.
With sadness and despair, I feel like it's related to the former.
Am I sad a lot....sad, not exactly; they are usually acute; strong but short. but stressed, yes. Melancholic, often.
I think this part is somewhat related to my family. I have the necessary 'ingredient' for sadness, but it often gets out as indignation and grief more often than anything else, because the former is the most familiar reaction in my family.