I hope you find that special someone too. And yes, he is someone I consider a true friend. I met him in the mental hospital last year, and he stood by me through thick and thin. He saw me at my worst, but also most vulnerable time, and he helped me get back on my feet, made me appreciate the small things again like the video after we were out of the hospital. He doesn't know what he wants from me ("You are the one for me, it's just I realize how young I am and its like I need to experience more before I keep someone") but I'm happy he's in my life either way. Hence my little image in the funny picture thread about being smart, funny, etc, but "you're just not my taste".. relating to myself.