Do not worry Love! The card is accurate. You are right. Let's just say on a spiritual level, I have been giving up an awful deadly habit, and have said goodbye to something that I misunderstood as my friend and self. I was saying goodbye, and I found it hard because of fear and guilt. And it is over, the nightmare did pass! Last night, and this morning was the biggest break through yet, and there is more coming. Thank God! Thank you for your concern and support Dear One. And you are right. Love, blessings, hugs , kisses and peace to you my friend. I pray that you will have an awesome day because you are awesome! Thank You