Stronger than negative feelings -- I'm glad to hear it.
Then again, you always gave me the impression that you were a very strong person to begin with. I think your little slip back there made you forget and now you're re-discovering that strength again... 'cause yeah, I'm not in surprised in the least to hear that you're rising up again to take those negative feelings again. You've always had it.
Sometimes its easier to embrace change when we see it happening all around us and people are going through a similar process. It's both motivating and comforting in a way. Is it too personal of me to ask what sort of change it is that you're encountering?