meh, it's not soo bad once you get used to it. But it was a lot of poor design choices. The transition between fullscreen apps and regular can be a bit jarring.
I don't have a touch screen either, i wish it was smoother with the mouse
regarding my rep, by not "getting it" you mean it's hard? or you just don't get the change/idea?
if it's hard do you think a quick vid would help, or would it just be pointless and/or insulting?
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