Oh it's nothing much. Just a pretty common mental illness. I just happened to be really rather bad, indiscriminately violent, ignorant of most around me, sometimes lost in myself, uncontrollable, seemingly lacking a conscience.
Lets just say I've had it preached to me that I'm wrong from day one.
It's a lonely life, but I don't pity myself. I don't know any other way.
There are those far worse than I.
I am, after all, gifted with thoughts, images, and a mental creativity that is unique if not potent!