Skarekrow
~~DEVIL~~
- MBTI
- Ni-INFJ-A
- Enneagram
- Warlock
I think it falls to two choices then: They are real. They are in your mind.In my life I have experienced many different states of mind. Being as interested in consciousness as I am you can imagine I try to analyze them as much as possible when I recognize them. Sometimes this happens at the time I perceive them, most of the time though it is examination at a later date and through the memory I have of it.
So... these balls or circles that I speak of fall way outside of what I am used to. I can lucid dream but was much more interested in it (and better) when I was younger. I do nit believe this is lucid dreaming. At the time these thing appear am fully awake though very relaxed in a rest state. The room must be dark but im not sure if it was completely free of light if I would be able to see them its something I would like to have the ability to study. If I were rich and had the time I would look into this in far greater detail. As it is, I can only label it as a curiosity now.
Also I would like for others to know and who have chosen to respond here that I created this thread not with the intention of telling anyone anything. I started it on a question in hopes of a discussion. If you choose not to believe me that's fine with me. I have no plans to gain fame, money, sainthood or anything from the discussion.
The story of these ( I really want a different name than balls now) balls is actually about 5 years old now. When I first saw them my life was vastly different and they were acting vastly different than they do today.
It certainly sounds as if you had full functional awareness of what was going on and what you were seeing…so I wouldn’t necessarily say that it was some crossover from dreamland. Could you move? Were you paralyzed watching them?