Somehow I feel a bit at a loss of how others percieve me.
It could be many ways, and I can't generalize because I believe everyone is unique in their thinking. One person might notice one thing about me that stands out to them in general, while others may see differently.
I do feel though, that most people find me polite and private irl. (here on the forum, I am a lot more open).
I also think it has to do with what is going on in my life; I recall a time where I presented in my shadow type. Life was pretty unbareable. Those who knew me then, might find me much calmer and gentler now, and it kind of makes me feel I want to isolate from them when I see them around, because I feel uncomfortable with being possibly scrutinized. I guess it goes along with the private element, and it demonstrates in a way, my vulnerabilities either then or now, depending on the person who is viewing me based on how well they knew me then.
I hope this doesn't sound too confusing!
It could be many ways, and I can't generalize because I believe everyone is unique in their thinking. One person might notice one thing about me that stands out to them in general, while others may see differently.
I do feel though, that most people find me polite and private irl. (here on the forum, I am a lot more open).
I also think it has to do with what is going on in my life; I recall a time where I presented in my shadow type. Life was pretty unbareable. Those who knew me then, might find me much calmer and gentler now, and it kind of makes me feel I want to isolate from them when I see them around, because I feel uncomfortable with being possibly scrutinized. I guess it goes along with the private element, and it demonstrates in a way, my vulnerabilities either then or now, depending on the person who is viewing me based on how well they knew me then.
I hope this doesn't sound too confusing!