People often (way to often) call me oversensitive. I am not sure why I don't hear a lot of the opposite. Why don't they call the insensitive out on a daily basis? Because the insensitive wouldn't "care" that someone called them insensitive, I guess. lol So they pick on me. Anyway, I tell them I am over intuitive. I am only now starting to understand why I never liked to think of myself as psychic. It's never been a voice or anything supernatural, but "it" has always been something. I always KNOW things. Not in the know it all way. In the way that my daughter couldn't stand in growing up. Because she knew I knew, even if she suckered everyone else she knew I knew. I wanted to believe her lies occasional. I know what the animals are thinking or what they are going to do next. I have been doing animal rescue for over 20 years and i do it all by reading the situation. from start to finish. Which cat needs to go get trapped first and which last and which one I can just grab. What they need from me, when they need it. I just could never explain it without people thinking I meant i was clairvoyant. I read things. Perceive things. Just the other night my husband tried to lie to me. Just a small things. One of those "No I have no problem with you going there" When I knew he had a problem with me going there. He insisted he had no problem with me going and that I believe that. I told him I wanted to believe him, but I couldn't because it wasn't the truth. He said I was wrong. I said I might be wrong, but "it" isn't. "It" being the feelings/perceptions I get. I used to call "it" the gift/curse up until last week. I can say I believe it ,if he wants to pretend believe a lie, sure it's not that big of a deal. But if he is asking me to believe a lie, he has to admit it is a lie, just like I would do for him. I started laughing so hard, because I kind of thought it was funny, he didn't, he went to bed mad. oops. "It" causes problems all the time. I often want to believe the lie. There have been times I would have given up an arm to believe the lie (no lie) I was so desperate not to know the truth when I wasn't ready to. But the more I fight knowing it, the more I start to read. So I finally just recently started searching for some way to fine tune "it", because "it" doesn't turn down, not even a little bit. <sigh>
