Yeah I'm pretty pissed.
Reading deeply into how the banks fucked us over, how weapons manufacturers and the defense industry profit off of death, how the US health care industry bankrupts families for trying to save their sick children and etc gave me a legitimate crisis of faith. But I don't know, either i'm schizophrenic or i've been feeling closer to God recently, and I feel like the people who fuck us over get theirs in the end, i dunno, maybe their rebirthed as a slave laborer in China in the next life, or suffer for eternity, I don't know, I was talking to an ex-Vietnam vet a few weeks ago and he told me "If I ever find out that Bush and Cheney don't suffer for what they've done, I swear to God I'll shoot myself in the head" and lol even though what he said was kind of drastic, I understood where he was coming from. Maybe i'm an idiot, but I feel the universe makes even with everyone, and the people who have been sending people off to their deaths in illegal wars, or the ones who've poisoned and ruined people's lives with dangerous meds (GlaxoSmithKline recently paid a 3 billion dollar settlement for withholding information about their antidepressants) are either currently getting what's coming to them right now, will get it in the next life, or will suffer for eternity. Because if I find out they don't, despite all the despicable, horrible, evil things they've done, i'll lose my fucking mind.