- MBTI
- INFP-A
Yes I do experience this, all the time. I think I made a thread about it years ago although I didn't know it had this name.
I don't think this is an entirely abnormal experience!
This interests me both as an artist and as a mystic, as a liminal space, specifically between sleep and awake. From this perspective these spaces are everywhere, and are also magical creative spaces, gateways to alternative realities, like a sort of magic mirror.
From a lot more practical perspective, this interests me as I am an insomniac and somewhat obsessed with transitioning to sleep. Zolpidem induces a state that has things in common with this, it is a drug that is highly successful for many people (including me) in inducing sleep. When I'm falling asleep (without pharmaceutical help) my mind begins to lose control of itself. It becomes less coherent, it wanders to strange places. It conjures unheard sounds and unseen faces and nonsense poetry that seem to originate externally, seem to have a life of their own. The distinctions between associations are less clear, things become schizophrenic.
When I really get serious about getting to sleep, I concentrate on letting my mind wander, turning up the volume on all the background noise and telling the rational controls to let go. Last night my lecturer's voice came into my head, it was droning on about absolute nonsense, I just let it drone away, talking about whatever it wanted...
Back to topic, I think this is a pretty normal experience. It goes on very quietly most of the time, too quietly for most people to even notice. But sometimes bam, it can really make itself known!!!!
Just a few thoughts, may not be relevant
This strikes a chord. It seems some of us experience like a temporary state of schizophrenia before falling asleep or when waking. It is quite unsettling. I am fine when I am awake. I am fine when I am asleep. But occasionally as I am waking up or falling asleep things seem different. It's like a radio is on at a low frequency. I can slightly hear conversations. It makes me wonder if we become more receptive to abnormal phenomena when we are in this liminal state. Imagine hearing loud voices 24/7? I am glad it is very isolated and controllable otherwise I might be pretty freaked out. Do you think people who suffer from schizophrenia are actually hearing things others can't hear, or are they merely hallucinating and the voices come from a brain disorder? Or both? I think abnormal psychology can reveal a great deal about the psyche and even metaphysics. If someone can hallucinate their reality, what's to say we are not doing the same thing in a different fashion (like the matrix). Maybe we are all deluded and hallucinating at all times. Maybe we are imagining this contact in a vivid manner. Woah. Who knows? I like to think I exist. I hope you do as well. But I can't be completely certain. What do you think? What does our normal bedtime hallucinations say about humans as well as their reality? Very interesting to be sure.