- MBTI
- INFJ
- Enneagram
- 9 Mediator
I had several of these dreams as a child, it was usually my Mom with her back turned away from me, when I would call her name she would turn around and have no face at all, just blank.
Then all Hell would break loose in the dream/OOBE(?), there was a noise I always associated in my dreams/OOBEs with the entrance of something sinister, it was an electrical buzzing noise, very specific, like when you stand under the high-tension power lines and can hear them buzz…it was like that except with a boom or a whoosh and much louder (even to this day I hate standing next to those power lines because I can hear that noise).
I definitely knew I was asleep, but for years I was unable to wake myself up…the best I could do was run back to my bed and hope I woke up…which sometimes I would and sometimes I would think I was awake only to really get the shit scared out of me as reality crumbled around me.
I finally learned to will myself awake, at which point the night terrors and the vivid dreams of me wandering the house late at night ceased.
I very rarely have nightmares now…like maybe once a year something will shake me up for a second, but for the most part I rather enjoy a good nightmare now (that may sound weird but it’s the truth).
Then I have the vivid dreams where I feel OOB again, usually because something has entered my home and I go from dreaming about something innocuous to lucidly rising from my bed knowing I am asleep to “push” out the negative entity that seems to trigger this reaction subconsciously in me now.
I wonder if my childhood experiences necessitated this somehow?
And now this article brings up the possibility of alien contact…swell…that’s all I need.
I remember another very vivid reoccurring dream I had was trying to find the “secret door” that would lead to a very long spiral slide that would take me somewhere, and no matter how hard I try to remember I don’t know where it went, but I remember wanting to go there - very badly…I remember becoming lucid in my dreams and then trying to find the door, but when I was lucid, I could never find it.
I used to have similar dreams. Many many of them were of my climbing these gorgeous wooden spiralling stairs up and down this gigantic wooden home. I was always climbing climbing only to come to a dead end or a crossing point and no matter where I looked there were endless stairs. Another one I had many many times was trying drive my car in increasingly difficult terrain all made of red clay. I'd continue to drive upward and upward only to find a huge gully or washout or a sheer cliff and had to turn around and find another way.
I never ever managed to find what I was looking for.
It's coming to me now that deep down we knew we were looking for the way home- to the higher frequencies - and we were not allowed to go beyond the low dense frequency because Earth was held in a frequency quarantine till sometime around 2007. Come to think of it - I haven't had those dreams in 10 years.
As for having alien contact - this is where you get the chance to practice your Discernment ability and increase it to the place where you no longer have doubts. No galactic entity who has your best interest in mind will try to scare you. Actually no galactic entities who are malevolent will not be allowed to contact you. If you feel fear within you whenever you feel the presence of an entity who is at the higher frequencies take a moment to sit with it and feel "in to it" to discover what is there. This is the practice. That's all it is....just practice.
In the last month or so my guides have been continuously telling me no one will just arbitrarily show up without my explicit permission and intention. Sometimes I remember when B showed up in my bedroom and I wonder if it could happen with others and my stomach clenches....ya know? Whenever that thought comes up they instantly respond in reassurance and love.
My Discernment has continued to increase and my doubt decrease...and that's perfect for me.
You and all the enlightened ones here are over-lighted and protected as long as we remain open to the experience in an honest way.