@Sinny
Okay...so if I don’t get into Kabbalah, which is a lot of numerology amongst many things, it will save some time and explaining, especially when it comes to Tarot cards.
I tend to shy away from the numerology aspect of things and even though I see correlations daily with what I have come to learn about it (unless they demand my attention), I don’t believe that it is my own purpose to focus on that part of the Tarot.
It’s best if I boil it all down, then dress the details second.
When you reach certain mental states you reach a level of timelessness.
Some would contend that this is just a feeling, or rather the absence of your brain noticing time...Imho, it isn’t perceived timelessness, but a true lack of time, at least for the mental projection that you think is you.
I think that ghosts...or the human spirit is outside of time so to speak...there is that wonderful “stone tape” theory of hauntings...where if the conditions are just right you see some kind of traumatic event play out again and again...it’s a nice theory, but I would go further and say that each time someone sees let’s say “A lady in white, plummet to her death down the staircase.” You are seeing her the first and only time.
I don’t believe that you are seeing some kind of replay of the actual event, the idea of it being so traumatic that it leaves an impression on space/time and under the right conditions is shown again and again...this is your classic type haunting...this is partially how I came to form my thoughts.
Then you have your supposed “intelligent haunts” where they may answer a question, but it is usually short...one or two words...a full sentence occasionally...but it’s like yelling across a wide river in the fog - you wouldn’t start yelling full complex sentences because the other side wouldn’t understand you...Imho this is why people get such lame EVPs at times, and at times there seems to be some back and forth correspondence and then it will abruptly cease.
If there is a condition that needs to be right...I feel that it is mainly in the mindset of the individual doing the talking (for either side).
Just like many children see apparitions, it is something we learn to not see as we grow up.
It doesn’t always work...and I don’t think we are seeing replays of the trauma but the actual trauma itself...it’s being played only once but being seen at many different times throughout the timeline, because they are now outside of time itself.
Time is mainly a construct of the human mind...it allows us to string events together to form some kind of cohesive storyline that isn’t jumbled up.
I believe that when you die, you are now outside of time as we know it while alive.
So when someone does do some kind of seance they are not calling to that person who died 200 years ago to come back from the land of the dead, but rather they are trying to communicate with them while that part of them is still and will always be outside of time...hence the short answers and then nothing. Of course there are many holes in my theory...some of which I have filled but even then it is speculation on my own part.
I do think that we may have a higher-self.
Or...at least have a portion of ourselves that is outside of time, yet still connected to our physical brains in this 3D reality construct.
We can...it is my belief, move more of our conscious mind into this space in order to search for guidance and ask questions that are answerable.
I also believe that we are here on this planet in the incarnation that we are to learn certain lessons...and there are many believers in reincarnation...I believe it to the extent that it does happen...but that we are given that choice to return or not.
We are also not shown the full plan of actions that must necessarily take place...it does not supersede free will...it is in addition to.
Some Tarot readers look at things, including the future as more set in stone...that they have taken place already, we just haven’t reached that point yet.
I subscribe to that to a point.
I usually say something along the lines of - This reading is based on the pathway you are currently on...it is not written in stone and in fact can and is changed daily by every choice we make.
Reading tarot to me is being able to see the big pieces...sometimes not clearly...like you would see things through a fog...there are shapes there...some you can tell what they are...and some you just get a general idea about.
So when I read the cards...imho, it is ourselves out of time, before or after this time...sometimes it is other people...like a dead relative or some kind of guardian angel type scenario.
This would imply that our lives are fated as this portion of ourselves is illuminating what we wish to know....but it doesn’t conflict because time is wholly in our minds and this dimension.
So, I would go so far as to say that we all can glimpse into the future....the cards that I pull I choose wholly blind with a pendulum and face down cards...so I can’t cheat even subconsciously.
Like prayer...like meditation...like certain drugs and even sex...we enter into a place of no time.
And it takes practice to pick up subtle signals across the collective consciousness...this is why it is important for a willing participant...because you are basically helping me to direct your own actions, actions that have and have also not taken place simultaneously.
Remove time from the equation and you can have two outcomes that are totally different yet don’t violate our free will.
There is the multiverse theory that we are constantly splitting off into other realities and dimensions...I believe that insomuch as we are living in those other many-worlds and possible outcomes simultaneously and when we die we will see the full picture of the choices we made in this life as opposed to other lives.
I think evil energy is destroyed...people like Hitler, Stalin, serial killers are dissipated upon death.
Either that or they are paying back some very serious karma in another life now.
So again...you have free will...it’s just those choices from said free will are known as are any other outcomes to that choice you are presented with.
How you are currently aligned...which path you are on...which choices you make - will show shadows of things that could be, that will be, because they already have outside of time and possibly this universe.
I can read the cards and it will tell me one thing, but you are always given a choice...if you don’t like how the cards read, then it it up to you to correct your path...once again, I feel that the key to many answers that people have is meditation.
We all can reach that place of all-knowing which is also that place of timelessness.
This is where I try to put my state of mind before pulling any cards and while interpreting them...which is why it can be mentally and spiritually draining sometimes...but it is perfect for me in some ways too....when I used to assist with surgeries I had to not break my concentration for long stretches of time...you can’t even scratch an itch on your nose (you can ask the nurse if he/she is really nice they will scratch it for you..haha).
I find similarities in that and when I pull cards...I mainly try and pull cards when I am alone and will not be disturbed for this reason.
Sometimes I get interesting thoughts pop into my head when I meditate before/after I pull...I make sure and make a note of those and see if the cards correspond.
Like I have also said before it is like believing in the paranormal...you either know it exists, or you don’t.
You may want it to exist, but until you experience it for yourself it is easy to dismiss it or anything similar.
If your haven’t gone out of body then you wouldn’t think it is possible.
To me, Tarot is the same - I have done enough readings now to see that there are really patterns there that seem to go above choosing random cards then trying to fit the person’s life around them or the question they posed.
I have done many “dry” readings where I will think something like - "Hmmm, I hope this makes more sense to them than it seems to right now.”
In my experience they almost always make more sense to the person than they do to me.
Okay...that’s enough rambling...I could go on into more detail...involve the Kabbalah and energy fields, our chakras play a part in a reading I believe.
But that’s the basic gist of it, if that makes some sense?