jyrffw54
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- INFJ
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- 9w1
Remind me to share the Psion Prayer with you guys when I get on my laptop later. It a great prayer for pretty much everything, but it's powerful when you use it for a clearing.Thanks!
Nothing was derailed.
And thanks for your compliments on my wand, like I’ve said before it is very hard for me to look at something I have made without feeling dissatisfaction with something...I have destroyed many paintings, poems, stories, art projects, etc. because of this.
I used to have a portfolio of 100 faces that I had painted...just faces from my head, no one in particular - they went into the fire one night.
I’m sure there was some poltergeist activity going on, but this began back as far as I can remember as a kid...so 3-4, something like that idk.
I question if the remote control R2D2 in particular was of my own PSI activity...it was my older brother’s that he got for Xmas and I always wanted to play with it. The first time it moved on it’s own, it was in the styrofoam it came in, in the box...my bother had top bunk and I had bottom, so it was directly under my head...it was the noises I heard through my pillow and mattress that woke me and for a moment I didn’t realize what it was...I was 4-5 maybe...it was the damn thing moving in the box, it dawned on me and a ran screaming bloody murder down the hallway to my parents room in the middle of the night - I’m sure it gave them a heart attack...hehe....but it scared me to death.
The second time it was on the dresser and I woke to see the little red light swing around and face me in the dark as it moved across the dresser.
And no...it wasn’t my brother...and no...I don’t believe my parent’s explanation of stray radio waves.
It could have been PSI, or a poltergeist...or just some kind of ghost or other entity.
I always would put my ear up to the wall whenever I was in the bath....I always had this vision that there was a little boy who lived in the space between the walls....so I would try to hear him.
Also, like I have said before...my night terrors got so bad that I ended up at UCLA Medical Center seeing some specialist who I remember had a nicely trimmed brown beard and glasses.
He gave me an IQ test and also did two rounds of the Zenner ESP flash cards...it was fourth grade by this time...so several years this was going on now.
I was losing sleep...I was depressed...I wanted to die as a child.
I especially didn’t feel like I belonged here and I hated my life and myself from my memories very beginning.
Anyhow...I did quite well on both...that’s all I will say.
And...he didn’t help me at all.
I was when I began to learn the rules of going out of body and lucid dreaming, when I began to be able to gain a sense of some control is when the activity ceased to become a nightly thing.
I would definitely at least ask it to identify itself, and I would also make a statement defining clear boundaries between positive and negative spirits or entities.
Such as - “Only good and positive spirits or energies may interact or influence me, only good and positive can enter my home.”
The Lord’s Prayer seems to work well on negative things as well...if it is something good then that shouldn’t have a bad effect of it.
Also remind me to share my wand...mine was made by a friend for me and I love it. I love wand talk