Merkabah

In my meditations yesterday I was feeling very at one with things.
I had good connections going on.
I only had time to meditate for an hour and 15 mins. but I had a very nice train of thoughts enter my head.

Thinking of my Father, missing him...I often talk to him in my meditations...so far, it’s been one-sided...lol.
Anyhow...thinking about all the times he has felt love toward me and my siblings or my Mom....he was creating a change in the energy of the electromagnetic field that is produced by the heart and the body in general.
That very tangible energy created by his feelings of love still exist in some form somewhere near or elsewhere in the universe.
I also felt that I was “the void”...in other words...I go to a place of nothingness often in my meditations...well this time, I became very aware that the void that is seemingly nowhere but also infinite was inside me, is me, is us all, as we are really connected to everything in the universe.
At any given moment of time you have billions of particles from space or elsewhere passing between the spaces of atoms in your body...from all directions...if we could see our particles and all those around us....it would be a very blurred line of where “we” start and where “we” end.

So that love that my Father showed me throughout my life when he was still alive - is still very much there...it will never end, it will never leave...it is a part of us all. The love energy we all create never ends....there is an actual measurable electromagnetic field our heart creates...this energy is constantly being produced and released into our world and universe by us and others.
We have a personal responsibility to make sure what we are putting out into the universe is filled with as much love and compassion as possible - because that energy will always exist...and it is also always there for us to tap into.
The love my Dad exuded is always here even if he is not.
You only need to realize it and let it into your own heart.
 
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Skarekrow said:
In my meditations yesterday I was feeling very at one with things.
I had good connections going on.
I only had time to meditate for an hour and 15 mins. but I had I very nice train of thoughts enter my head.

Thinking of my Father, missing him...I often talk to him in my meditations...so far, it’s been one-sided...lol.
Anyhow...thinking about all the times he has felt love toward me and my siblings or my Mom....he was creating a change in the energy of the electromagnetic field that is produced by the heart and the body in general.
That very tangible energy created by his feelings of love still exist in some form somewhere near or elsewhere in the universe.
I also felt that I was “the void”...in other words...I go to a place of nothingness often in my meditations...well this time, I became very aware that the void that is seemingly nowhere but also infinite was inside me, is me, is us all, as we are really connected to everything in the universe.
At any given moment of time you have billions of particles from space or elsewhere passing between the spaces of atoms in your body...from all directions...if we could see our particles and all those around us....it would be a very blurred line of where “we” start and where “we” end.

So that love that my Father showed me throughout my life when he was still alive - is still very much there...it will never end, it will never leave...it is a part of us all. The love energy we all create never ends....there is an actual measurable electromagnetic field our heart creates...this energy is constantly being produced and released into our world and universe by us and others.
We have a personal responsibility to make sure what we are putting out into the universe is filled with as much love and compassion as possible - because that energy will always exist...it is always there for us to tap into.
The love my Dad exuded is always here even if he is not.
You only need to realize it and let it into your own heart.
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<33333333333 absolutely.
 
Skarekrow said:
Cool post!
I’ll have to read more of her blog...thank you for sharing!
Is your week going well?
Much love,
M
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I think you will find as you read on, you'll remember more. She's close spiritual kin to both of us.

My week is going very well, thank you ! How about yours?
 
Skarekrow said:
In my meditations yesterday I was feeling very at one with things.
I had good connections going on.
I only had time to meditate for an hour and 15 mins. but I had a very nice train of thoughts enter my head.

Thinking of my Father, missing him...I often talk to him in my meditations...so far, it’s been one-sided...lol.
Anyhow...thinking about all the times he has felt love toward me and my siblings or my Mom....he was creating a change in the energy of the electromagnetic field that is produced by the heart and the body in general.
That very tangible energy created by his feelings of love still exist in some form somewhere near or elsewhere in the universe.
I also felt that I was “the void”...in other words...I go to a place of nothingness often in my meditations...well this time, I became very aware that the void that is seemingly nowhere but also infinite was inside me, is me, is us all, as we are really connected to everything in the universe.
At any given moment of time you have billions of particles from space or elsewhere passing between the spaces of atoms in your body...from all directions...if we could see our particles and all those around us....it would be a very blurred line of where “we” start and where “we” end.

So that love that my Father showed me throughout my life when he was still alive - is still very much there...it will never end, it will never leave...it is a part of us all. The love energy we all create never ends....there is an actual measurable electromagnetic field our heart creates...this energy is constantly being produced and released into our world and universe by us and others.
We have a personal responsibility to make sure what we are putting out into the universe is filled with as much love and compassion as possible - because that energy will always exist...and it is also always there for us to tap into.
The love my Dad exuded is always here even if he is not.
You only need to realize it and let it into your own heart.
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❤hugz. An absolutely beautiful tribute to your Dad. Love knows no bounds, of that I am certian, have a wonderful day!
 
Serenity said:
I think you will find as you read on, you'll remember more. She's close spiritual kin to both of us.

My week is going very well, thank you ! How about yours?
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I will be sure to read up in the next few days then!
Right now, I find myself in an odd sort of spot in my life...I turn 40 in a week...hooray, I’d be an elderly man in the middle ages...haha.
I do what I can to contribute my time and expenses to those that I love, finding some time for my meditative self...still finding it difficult to adjust 100% to my current state of “self” but making good strides.
Going in the right direction from what I can tell at any rate.
Maybe I’m almost there...how does one gauge that part of one's self?
I’ve pretty much made friends with my chronic pain...okay....not friends, but acquaintances...so I suppose that’s positive lol.
Getting fairly good at self inducing lucid dreams...so-so at non-spontaneous OOBEs...but I’m working on it...I can get to the vibrational stage almost every time I set that intention...this is where I take back information like the post I wrote about the energy of my Father’s love still reverberating around the universe or collective consciousness, or whatever name you want to call it.
My depression/anxiety is much more under control than it was a year ago by almost 90% I would say.
I attribute that mostly to being more strict about meditating every day...now I feel my body hungry for it.
The mushrooms certainly played their role...and I thank them for helping me...I liken it to being stuck in the deep groove of a record...and every time the record skips that groove you are stuck in gets a tiny bit deeper....until one day you cannot see what is beyond the skip...you start to forget how the rest of the song is supposed to go.
They hit the record needle and allowed me to move forward with myself and life.
Anyhow...sorry...I kind of went of on a tangent there lol...blah blah.

What are you up to these days?
Are you still involved in church activities and Reiki?
Glad to hear from you...don’t be a stranger.
-M
 
Serenity said:
Anesthesiologist and Reiki Master
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I hope they know what they're doing

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Skarekrow said:
I will be sure to read up in the next few days then!
Right now, I find myself in an odd sort of spot in my life...I turn 40 in a week...hooray, I’d be an elderly man in the middle ages...haha.
I do what I can to contribute my time and expenses to those that I love, finding some time for my meditative self...still finding it difficult to adjust 100% to my current state of “self” but making good strides.
Going in the right direction from what I can tell at any rate.
Maybe I’m almost there...how does one gauge that part of one's self?
I’ve pretty much made friends with my chronic pain...okay....not friends, but acquaintances...so I suppose that’s positive lol.
Getting fairly good at self inducing lucid dreams...so-so at non-spontaneous OOBEs...but I’m working on it...I can get to the vibrational stage almost every time I set that intention...this is where I take back information like the post I wrote about the energy of my Father’s love still reverberating around the universe or collective consciousness, or whatever name you want to call it.
My depression/anxiety is much more under control than it was a year ago by almost 90% I would say.
I attribute that mostly to being more strict about meditating every day...now I feel my body hungry for it.
The mushrooms certainly played their role...and I thank them for helping me...I liken it to being stuck in the deep groove of a record...and every time the record skips that groove you are stuck in gets a tiny bit deeper....until one day you cannot see what is beyond the skip...you start to forget how the rest of the song is supposed to go.
They hit the record needle and allowed me to move forward with myself and life.
Anyhow...sorry...I kind of went of on a tangent there lol...blah blah.

What are you up to these days?
Are you still involved in church activities and Reiki?
Glad to hear from you...don’t be a stranger.
-M
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OooOoooO Your birthday is verrrrry close to mine :o I had no idea!

I think you gauge that part of yourself by how you react when a conflict comes up, especially if it's one that you've had before. If you are able to keep a space of calm and love and compassion through the situation, then you are moving forward in the right direction with grace, energetically. That's how I see it anyway lol. Getting better with astral travel started happening when I really upped my vibration and started eating cleaner and drudging through all my icky feels xD.

That's excellent to hear about your depression and anxiety! That's definitely another sign you are moving forward in a good direction for yourself. You overall sound like you have been doing the work, and it's paying off. Keep it up!

Me... I am still very involved with my church, especially musically. I've been given more power in song selection now, and I know what people really like, so we've been having a good vibe at services lately. I have been neglecting Reiki-ing my music lately though, and need to start doing that again. I also want to do a clearing on the church soon, because it is in dire need of one, and energetically, this is a good time for "Out with the Old, In with the New".
I'm not as "publicly" involved with Reiki, but I still practice and send it daily, and help my Teachers teach classes when I have the time to. I've been incorporating more into my healing work now...you could say that I have been continuing to expand my "tool box"

That aside, I'm starting a new job this week, and will probably keep it the rest of grad school. I've never done graveyard shift before, but I'm pretty much a night owl so I am not tooo worried lol. I've been eating clean, and going on my long walks (I need to revive my walking blog lol) , and slowly cleaning and rearranging my bedroom.

It's nice to hear from you too! We need to be in touch more often

Take care~
 
People usually are not mistaken, they only fail to see all perspectives.
 

Thought Control

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"As a man thinketh, so is he.”
Or is he?​

I was shown an amazing thing last night and I wanted to share it here.
I was in a very deep theta state and I was shown (literally) that thoughts are energy waves.

I "saw" my thoughts going out and vibrating at a certain frequency.
I then saw my thoughts make contact with another person's thoughts.

I mentally took control over their thought waves and changed their thoughts into my thoughts, through will.
This is basically mind control.

Taking the weaker frequency and altering it to the dominant frequency.

Thoughts are real energy.
We each have a unique bioelectrical resonance frequency in the brain that interprets our own individual thoughts just as we each have individual fingerprints that separate us from all others.

Our thought energy attracts the same frequencies that it is emitting.
So if you are emitting negative thought patterns, you are likely to attract those same patterns in return.

This is also why negative people may drain a positive person, and yet they can be in total harmony with another negative thinking person (the old saying, "misery loves company" is what I'm talking about).

And if two people spend a great deal of time together, you will often find one person beginning to think more like the other person, depending on which one is the dominant force (whether positive or negative).

I myself have experienced this.
I became quite negative during a period of my life after spending several close years with a person who saw life as a never ending negative process.

Your energy is also effected by music and places.
Notice how some music sooths you and yet another type of music irritates you?

Depending on your own energy at the time (smooth, violent, hyped, serene, or whatever) is what you'll resonate with.
And perhaps the next day, when your energy changes, what annoyed you the day before, charges you the next.

When we are out of body, we can easily read each other's thoughts.
There is no brain to filter these energy waves.

But until last night, I didn't know that we could also manipulate the thoughts of others.
Not that I would ever want to (I wouldn't), but it is possible.

Like radio waves, these waves carry information.
They come from the mental plane, pass through the emotional plane, and are then filtered through the physical brain to become what we are thinking.

Thought control should be a concern for us (total loss of the highest kind of freedom, in my opinion).

There are various forms of thought control:

There is coercive psychological control, as in what a cult might do.
The shaping of a person's attitudes, beliefs, and personality through deceptive and subtle manipulation, usually in a group setting, for the gain of the manipulator.

This person, or group of persons, gradually exerts increasing control over individuals through a variety of techniques, such as excessive or repetition of routine activities, humiliation, and even sleep deprivation.

Of course, there are lesser degrees of this type of control, such as basic human manipulation through media (case in point - former CIA director William Colby boasted, "the Central Intelligence Agency owns everyone of any major significance in the major media"), religion, fear, etc.

Then there are possible altercations to how the brain processes thoughts.
Stanford University psychologist Philip Zimbardo stated that, “Soviet scientists have been perfecting a device that bombards the brain with low-frequency radio waves. These airborne waves can travel over distances and are known to change the behavior of animals and humans in their path. Such remote control makes possible potentially frightening uses for altering the brain’s functioning.”

What they are doing here is disrupting the processing of the mental thought waves (not necessarily controlling thoughts, but more like sabotaging the environment in which they are received --sort of like trying to talk to someone in a crowded bar).

Then there is our own thought control.
We may think negatively of something, but we can chose to own that thought, or discard it for something that resonates more closely to who we think we are, or want to be.

If we are fed hysteria though the media, we are in fact being controlled to some degree.
We need to not react, in knee jerk fashion, to what happens around us or we'll be playing into the hands of every living being around us.

Then there is something much more alarming, and that is others directly controlling, intercepting or overpowering the thought waves that come down from our higher self to replace or twist what is interpreted by the brain.

Science fiction, I'm sure (just read Orson Wells), but when you see it happen, and know it's possible, you think twice when a thought "pops" into your head.

Not unlike the crazy fella who claims the Devil made him do it or people who hear angels speak to them (religious text books are full of such stories).
The fact is, our thoughts can be meddled with.

I'm surprised any of us can think clearly as it is.
The space around us if filled with electromagnetic particles bouncing around from satellites, telephone poles, electrical appliances, cell phones, TV, radio, to name a few!

If you read my Filter Factor article, you will know that we are not as removed from these things as you'd think.
Just step into the etheric and it's total frequency mayhem.

We cannot control those things, but we can work on controlling how we think.
Not a bad thing to put on the old "to-do" list.
 
Skarekrow said:
you think twice when a thought "pops" into your head
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Your article certainly brings thought into mind.

Ever notice how difficult it is to 'hold' onto a thought unless it's dredged in negativity and those negative thoughts, over time become a continual loop? ...how easily it is to think positively, yet not consistently positive?

Thank you for the post;)
 
Sandie33 said:
Your article certainly brings thought into mind.

Ever notice how difficult it is to 'hold' onto a thought unless it's dredged in negativity and those negative thoughts, over time become a continual loop? ...how easily it is to think positively, yet not consistently positive?

Thank you for the post;)
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Yes...it’s so incredibly easy for us to view things through cynical or pessimistic glasses...it is, like you say, much, much harder to look at things in a positive and hopeful manner.
Part of it is that we have to come to terms with the fact that life is going to suck and be very difficult at times....so difficult that your heart feels like it’s being ripped from your chest.
We have to learn to be okay with knowing that will happen...probably more than once...and lastly, life is NOT fair...it never played fair, it never will.
We can only change how we react to those things as Victor Frankl suggests.
But by accepting the difficulty, accepting the pain...not fighting against the current...because it will take you where it will take you...you have some control...but if you are swimming against the current all the time, you will run out of energy and drown.
It’s much better to face forward, go with the flow...oh shit, look we might hit a rock...maybe if I make a small correction now, we will miss it by the time it comes us...or, if we can’t avoid it, at least we can prepare ourselves for impact as opposed to it catching us by surprise as our backs and head get slammed into the rock we didn’t see because we were facing the wrong way...too busy looking at the past to avoid the hazards that inevitably come along.
But we also have to accept that we will hit rocks...we can’t try to swim away from every one...there are too many to avoid them all...so there is no point in tiring yourself out swimming to a fro to miss them all...instead...let us learn to not slam into them, but rather, let us push off and forward from the rock, maybe that push helped you to avoid another rock that loomed in our way.
I thing for sure is that we must face forward, and do so without fear...but like you say...easier said than done.
It’s hard.
Gotta run...ttys!
Let’s continue this conversation!
 
Skarekrow said:
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This. :D
This~accepting~is the hard part for many.
Some confusions can arrise when wants, which is synonymous with 'expectations', get in the way. These are often the 'rocks' that you speak of that hang us up in the flow of life.
Skarekrow said:
let us learn to not slam into them, but rather, let us push off and forward from the rock, maybe that push helped you to avoid another rock that loomed in our way
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I agree with this analogy and would like to add the thought that perhaps the rock is a resting point also, to plan a new direction forward, and this as you say, "Avoid another (perhaps more hazzardous) rock that loomed in our way."

Skarekrow said:
Gotta run...ttys!
Let’s continue this conversation!
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Have a beautiful day,
and Yes, When you have more time we shall.
Take care!<3
 
OooOoooO Your birthday is verrrrry close to mine :eek: I had no idea!

Oh? Us Taureans gotta stick together! (Best sign btw)
Yep...the big 4-0...seems strange, but also seems like making it to 80...or 40 more years, seems like quite a long time...even though the years seem to go by faster and faster with each pass.
Not that I think I will make it that long...but who the hell knows, medical science is doing some pretty amazing stuff...hell, they cured Hep-C, now they just gotta make it more affordable than buying a house (no bullshit, it really costs that much).
I have a feeling though that the days of the people being gouged by corporate America are going to come to a grinding halt sometime soon.
The Boomers are losing control...this Trump shit was their last dying gasp as their self-serving and most selfish generation ends.
And @Kgal you know what I mean...you are not included...in fact, most of the population of Boomers is not to blame...it is the “leaders” that it produced who stand as charlatans.
Whoa...that got dark...sorry...haha...anyhow, some shit is about to go down...that it’s happening in my lifetime will be interesting to say the least....maybe painful, maybe some good, some not so good, but I think more and more people will stand for love and light and compassion.
That’s my Bday prediction...though it’s tomorrow.

I think you gauge that part of yourself by how you react when a conflict comes up, especially if it's one that you've had before. If you are able to keep a space of calm and love and compassion through the situation, then you are moving forward in the right direction with grace, energetically. That's how I see it anyway lol. Getting better with astral travel started happening when I really upped my vibration and started eating cleaner and drudging through all my icky feels xD.

Yeah, I definitely had to do some work on myself...it wasn’t fun, but it was necessary...hell, it’s a continuous process really if I want to try and define “work”.
But I agree with you 100% that our attitude toward the situation makes a giant difference...what we come to expect is more often than not what becomes our reality if we don’t have some control over our emotional state...which is a hugely difficult thing to do and also lifelong imho.
But worth it I feel.
Yes, I’ve been time-slipping when I meditate lately...I don’t fall asleep...I go into trance and then honest to God it seems like 5 seconds later though it’s been and hour and a half.
And I get general impressions of things in a half blurred compressed memory if I try and remember what happened, what was I thinking of, or was I not?
Anyhow...it’s a new phenomena for me.
I will remember bits and post them here from time to time.

That's excellent to hear about your depression and anxiety! That's definitely another sign you are moving forward in a good direction for yourself. You overall sound like you have been doing the work, and it's paying off. Keep it up!

Thank you!

Me... I am still very involved with my church, especially musically. I've been given more power in song selection now, and I know what people really like, so we've been having a good vibe at services lately. I have been neglecting Reiki-ing my music lately though, and need to start doing that again. I also want to do a clearing on the church soon, because it is in dire need of one, and energetically, this is a good time for "Out with the Old, In with the New".
I'm not as "publicly" involved with Reiki, but I still practice and send it daily, and help my Teachers teach classes when I have the time to. I've been incorporating more into my healing work now...you could say that I have been continuing to expand my "tool box"

That’s awesome!
I’m glad that things seem to be moving forward...and as far as neglecting things...we all let go of things we are passionate about from time to time, I think we need that space sometimes to reassess how we feel toward it and what kind of priority it should have or not have in our lives.

That aside, I'm starting a new job this week, and will probably keep it the rest of grad school. I've never done graveyard shift before, but I'm pretty much a night owl so I am not tooo worried lol. I've been eating clean, and going on my long walks (I need to revive my walking blog lol) , and slowly cleaning and rearranging my bedroom.

It's nice to hear from you too! We need to be in touch more often

Take care~

You take care too!
Good luck with the new job...I’m sure it will be really great for you!
I used to work the night shift in the ER and would stay awake at night on my nights off...you can only watch so much bad late night TV...so I got lots of reading in, cleaning...the laundry room at the apartments I lived in at the time are always empty at 2 am....as are the grocery stores that stay open all night (except for a few tweakers)...it’s very peaceful at night...I used to sit on my back porch and smoke cigarettes (when I still smoked), and just listen to the quiet...like I was all alone in the world and everyone was gone...it was strangely comforting lol.
Much love to you!
M
 
Sandie33 said:
This. :D
This~accepting~is the hard part for many.
Some confusions can arrise when wants, which is synonymous with 'expectations', get in the way. These are often the 'rocks' that you speak of that hang us up in the flow of life.

I agree with this analogy and would like to add the thought that perhaps the rock is a resting point also, to plan a new direction forward, and this as you say, "Avoid another (perhaps more hazzardous) rock that loomed in our way."


Have a beautiful day,
and Yes, When you have more time we shall.
Take care!<3
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OMG...I need to meditate like right now.
Will respond with something more in depth when I can!
I know you understand...much love to you too!
M
 
Happy Birthday Skarekrow!

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This. :D
This~accepting~is the hard part for many.
Some confusions can arrise when wants, which is synonymous with 'expectations', get in the way. These are often the 'rocks' that you speak of that hang us up in the flow of life.

Yes...accepting is difficult...and it’s easily confused with giving up...but it’s letting go.
If we still use that same analogy...it’s letting go of the rock that you think is helping you...but that fact is, you are not moving forward down the river...you are stuck and static.
So yes...the same with expectations...yes, they can be rocks...or they can be goals you set...maybe a part of the river you wish to reach idk.
lol


I agree with this analogy and would like to add the thought that perhaps the rock is a resting point also, to plan a new direction forward, and this as you say, "Avoid another (perhaps more hazzardous) rock that loomed in our way."

Agree 100%
But we have to take care like I mentioned to not hang onto a rock because we think it’s safer and then get stuck there for life when we are meant to continue on.

Have a beautiful day,
and Yes, When you have more time we shall.
Take care!<3

Sorry about that...I was needing it.
Acceptance is the key to many things I think.
It has taken me a long time and many tears, rants, frustration, hatred, anger, fear, pain, etc. etc. to come to terms with my chronic back pain and how it has effected my life in every way.
But I’m there...most of the time anyhow, unless it’s a particularly painful day.
Then all I can do is meditate all day.
But at least I have found something that works...not just on the pain, but my mental state and spiritual/emotional state as well.
You take care too...thank you for being so generous with your time.
Much love,
M
 
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