I'm a Mess by Bebe Rhexa
If you change the words "he" to "they"... This is how I feel a lot of the time. It's strange how I can be hurting and fine at the same time. Insecure and confident at the same time. Deeply sad and happy. Hopeless and inspired to create change/optimistic better things will come.
Oh, and... That IS what my therapist said. Haha.
Anyway, these lyrics inspire me.
I listen to this song and feel like everything is gonna be ok. Here's basically what the song says starting with the chorus.
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good, good, life
That's what my therapist say
Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be just fine
It's gonna be a good, good life
I'm a mess, I'm a loser
I'm a hater, I'm a user
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed
I don't trust no one around us
I'm a mess for your love, it ain't new
Nobody shows up unless I'm paying
Have a drink on me cheers to the failing
Oh, he don't love me, he don't love me
He don't love me, he don't love me
But that's okay
'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love myself anyway
Hey