InTheWomblikeCocoon
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So my conscious concerns were expressed by me unconsciously being drawn to them and then feeling falsely reaffirmed?
I do care; and I was not expecting to be put on antipsychotics...not at all.I don't think it's a premonition however, DefectiveCreative might be right. You might've known about it but not cared as much but your subconscious might've recognized it's value and stored it away for further analysis.
OR it might simply be a coincidence, though I don't believe in one. Coincidences makes me suspicious, but that's just me.
If that's Dan Brown's Angels and Demons you're talking about it isn't, has never been, and never will be a "documentary".
So my conscious concerns were expressed by me unconsciously being drawn to them and then feeling falsely reaffirmed?
I do care; and I was not expecting to be put on antipsychotics...not at all.
I honestly think my psych is trying to make money. every little thing i say is seen as a symptom. maybe im wrong but i think she doesnt think it through. however i do realize (now, but not when i am psychotic) that i have paranoid delusions and mild hallucinations, so i will try for 2 weeks to see how i fare.
So my conscious mind is unaware of my subconscious mind?If I've understood your post correctly, then yes. Your concious concerns about the possibility of being put on anti-psychotic medications were being suppressed, either in part or in whole, into your subconscious because you found them disturbing.
Your unconscious mind (to use yumii's phrase) "recognized the value" of these concerns and became more alert than your concious mind to signs or symbols that reminded you of these concerns (such as ads for anti-psychotics). But because you weren't consciously aware of these concerns anymore (at least not fully), these signs and symbols seemed to pop out at you unexpectedly wherever you went.
After you'd been put on the medication your concious mind then tried to rationalise what you'd been experiencing over the previous days, and one of the possibilities it came up with was that it may have been a premonition of some kind. But your concious mind was lacking certain key information, and that is the level of concern you had towards the idea of being put on medication and that you were being drawn towards relevant signs and symbols by your subconscious.
It was essentially a case of you concious mind putting the cart before the horse, or the effect before the cause, because it didn't have all the data it needed to form a fully informed conclusion.
That's my theory anyway (though just before I posted this I saw your post that you weren't expecting to be put on meds, which might throw a bit of a spanner in the works. :/ ).
Good luck with the treatment though, I hope it works out for you.
I keep noticing specific signs throughout the day and in particular there are advertisements for seroquel that I keep seeing on every single website i visit (for seroquel is an antipsychotic) and its become more than just a coincidence. i KEEP SEEING ADS FOR SEROQUEL and its freaking me out. Not to mention this has 2 days before, and of all days TODAY I get put on an antipsychotic. Does anyone else see the correlation here?
Premonitions?
I was going to make a thread like this
the same thing happens to me. for example, when I'm obsessed with a band or a number or something it just appears everywhere!! it is mentioned on tv, or someone I know talks about it, or it appears everywhere on the internet. I don't think it is "something else", though. I'm aware I might be noticing things that were there before but that (since I didn't knew them) I didn't pay attention to.
So my conscious mind is unaware of my subconscious mind?