- MBTI
- INTJ
Through consideration I've come to an epiphany today. My actual issue seems to be an annoyance towards those who are unable to pursue certain aspects that I feel as if humans in general should be able to pursue. Much like there is no sense in being angry at a fish for not being able to climb a tree. My issue is one of loneliness and not being able to discuss what I feel is commonplace and easily attainable information with which to then make rational judgements on in regard to what effect it will have in the present and future. It is my own failure in not being able to communicate with people on all levels that I should be most concerned with. However it is not only my own failure in this but my own failure in not being able to let go of the loneliness assocaited with having a greater understanding in general than those around me. To know the face of truth here is to know loneliness as it is not something that is easily communicated or described. At least it apparently is not for me.
I am angry at being alone in knowledge of truth, fact and understanding of what to me seems as simple as taking a sip of water.
I will turn my annoyance in on myself hopefully shielding all others from it. I will make my best effort to contain it though the future is uncertain and I may slip from time to time.
I would ask that if I post a rant here or statement understand this is only for my own venting. I find I have spent way to much time attempting to address attacks on me as nothing more than a messanger. Though the attacks are not fair I do understand why they happen.
Anyway I will do my best to contain and focus my displeasure in not being able to communicate well.
I am angry at being alone in knowledge of truth, fact and understanding of what to me seems as simple as taking a sip of water.
I will turn my annoyance in on myself hopefully shielding all others from it. I will make my best effort to contain it though the future is uncertain and I may slip from time to time.
I would ask that if I post a rant here or statement understand this is only for my own venting. I find I have spent way to much time attempting to address attacks on me as nothing more than a messanger. Though the attacks are not fair I do understand why they happen.
Anyway I will do my best to contain and focus my displeasure in not being able to communicate well.