Molvas
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- Type 4w5
im 23 turning 24 this December and I have been incredibly depressed over my lack of any relationship experience or sexual experience no kissing no hand holding.When I was younger I kept moving around between highschools and ended up dropping out by 16 got my ged and started going to community college by 17 I used to have extermley bad social anxiety to the point that I isolated myself from everyone and lost all my friends and cut all contact with everyone for years,i didn't realize what I had done till I was about 20 and thought I would make new friends at college and a relationship would naturally happen.i got my drivers license very late in life at 22,because I my parents lost there jobs and we only had 1 car for the whole family I had to help pay the bills till 21 and was walking and taking the bus everywhere between work and college I worked about 40 hours a week and went to school full time for a biology degree.
So once I got my car I was taking all upper level senior lab classes at once and working,i barley had time to study let alone eat or talk to anyone,I was always studying or working,i do get extremely depressed any time I see a couple at work or someone kissing.i tried joining a animal rights group at my college this semester but never have time to go to the meetings and next semester is the one I graduate,and im going to have a lot of difficult classes.i know I have had a lot of women are attracted to me but by the time I get there number im friend zoned because I took to long thinking about it and I need to be more assertive.i created a online profile on okcupid and sent about a hundred personally crafted message and I would have good conversations on there but when I asked to go get coffe or see a movie they would stop messaging.
I did recentely go on a date with a fitness trainer we walked around the park by my house and I thought it went really well,and I asked her if shed wanted to go see a movie wendsday at the end of the date and she said yes then I sent a text saying I enjoyed and what time she was free she never texted me back or called me so I just moved on,im just getting sick of things not working out and I cant seem to find anything im doing wrong I even went to therpy to see if there was something wrong with my personilty,if I was to narcisstic to self absorbed,doing something wrong with how I interact with people,but they said I was a very mentally healthy person and don't have any signs of mental illness except mild depresisonAny advice on what I could be doing wrong.
So once I got my car I was taking all upper level senior lab classes at once and working,i barley had time to study let alone eat or talk to anyone,I was always studying or working,i do get extremely depressed any time I see a couple at work or someone kissing.i tried joining a animal rights group at my college this semester but never have time to go to the meetings and next semester is the one I graduate,and im going to have a lot of difficult classes.i know I have had a lot of women are attracted to me but by the time I get there number im friend zoned because I took to long thinking about it and I need to be more assertive.i created a online profile on okcupid and sent about a hundred personally crafted message and I would have good conversations on there but when I asked to go get coffe or see a movie they would stop messaging.
I did recentely go on a date with a fitness trainer we walked around the park by my house and I thought it went really well,and I asked her if shed wanted to go see a movie wendsday at the end of the date and she said yes then I sent a text saying I enjoyed and what time she was free she never texted me back or called me so I just moved on,im just getting sick of things not working out and I cant seem to find anything im doing wrong I even went to therpy to see if there was something wrong with my personilty,if I was to narcisstic to self absorbed,doing something wrong with how I interact with people,but they said I was a very mentally healthy person and don't have any signs of mental illness except mild depresisonAny advice on what I could be doing wrong.