Interesting statement: I had a dream last night and was looking for somewhere to put this anyway.
In my dream, my wife and I were systematically attacked by ugliness. First, a drug dealer came by and left drugs at our home. Next, people came from all over to use the drugs. I was, for some reason, unable to stop them. Ugly people: people with ugly faces wearing torn and dirty, ugly clothes; whores wanting to do me favors...ugly whores crawling through the door. Guys with guns shooting them in the yard, where there were a tall and a short body laying in the ditch wrapped in ugly rags and blankets... already rotted to the bone. As the police came with sirens outside, I awakened.
Mind you, I was leaning my back against my sick wife. It made me feel like certain ugly people were attacking her with voo-doo or satanic evils, as I cannot be attacked with such. People that hate me and are trying to get at me through her? Who hates me? Maybe the greedy and evil hate me. Maybe I am misunderstood, but time will erase all that. Time heals all wounds? Not really, but it can heal wounds.
A phone conversation this morning from northern USA and I was asked about the weather. I told her it was beautiful here. She asked about the heat, humidity, and horrid weather outside. I told her everything is beautiful if we can just look past the ugly. She asked how. I told her I was off work today, paying bills while watching the birds and squirrels around all our feeders. Didn't go into the dream, which will reveal more to me as the day goes by. I was having a morning of beauty without all the ugliness.
Rest, instead of standing on my feet all day hurting. It WAS beautiful, and I didn't have to look for it or try to find it. I wasn't thinking about the dream. I wasn't hating all women and destroying all female statues and paintings and names because a female babysitter molested me time and again. It was "our secret", she said. I wasn't expecting to be paid for my hurt and pain I have lived with. My HEART was filled with love and everything I saw was beautiful. I did not allow those attacking me to control my attitude.
Back on subject, though that is filled with subject, You have no right to expect the things you are asking for. You put your pants on just like me. You are allowing higher powers to destroy all we have built together over the past few years. I have been taught to call a black man a man. It took some time, but I now can say a man. Now, you want me to call you a black man all over again. YOU ARE GOING BACKWARDS. PATRIOTS WILL NOT ALLOW OUR COUNTRY TO BE DESTROYED BY YOU(whatever race you are). WAKE UP. WATCH THE BIRDS. SEE THE HUMMINGBIRDS FLYING FROM FLOWER TO FLOWER WORKING TO EAT. WATCH THE ANT NEVER STOPPING. You were about my equal, and now I feel shame if I watch this. Such a sorrowful, hateful, ugly mess: hope you wake up: you have a lot of mending to do.