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Community Member
- MBTI
- INTP
- Enneagram
- 5w4
I have my walls... I cannot let them see me or know me, but at the same time, I want them to. But I can't.
I bare myself fully on the internet, assuming I don't know anyone who would plausibly read it. There is no harm in that. My walls are gone. There is no armor. There is no need. If, however, I were to say what I feel or think in real life, it would be endless judging, and I'm quite positive people would try to "help" me. I'm sure it would never be quite so bad as I imagine it, but I can't.
Mostly, I'm just deeply conflicted. But I do enjoy not having to worry when writing anonymously. It doesn't matter if anyone reads or if they care.
They only see one side of me... I fear they would not be understanding, or accepting, of anything else.
I also fear that my previous fear is well-founded.
I bare myself fully on the internet, assuming I don't know anyone who would plausibly read it. There is no harm in that. My walls are gone. There is no armor. There is no need. If, however, I were to say what I feel or think in real life, it would be endless judging, and I'm quite positive people would try to "help" me. I'm sure it would never be quite so bad as I imagine it, but I can't.
Mostly, I'm just deeply conflicted. But I do enjoy not having to worry when writing anonymously. It doesn't matter if anyone reads or if they care.
They only see one side of me... I fear they would not be understanding, or accepting, of anything else.
I also fear that my previous fear is well-founded.