I doubt your intentions were, but it also is incredibly tiresome listening to the same invalidation day in and day out. This place means a great deal of different things to different people, and I have a feeling it means something vastly different to me than it does to you. Yes, I don't have to spend my time doing this, and no I don't ask for recognition very much, but sometimes it really does piss me off when what I donate to other's experiences is seen as worthless or a waste because dealing with the headaches that come with this place are not exactly my idea of a fun Saturday night, but this place means something to me, and I like to give back. I'm not trying to act like a martyr, but it's tiresome listening to people tell me what I do is nothing.