3 in the morning.
Well, I usually slept later, but yesterday my mind suddenly went blocked for a certain reason, soo...
YEAH 6 FTL >< being anxious about everything sucks, making sure you HAVE to make sure it is what it is so you can MAKE SURE about it sucks. Being afraid yet compelled towards authority figure sucks, being anxious about everything sucks. But I guess that is what being 6 is, and accepting that is one key towards integration.
This page made me quite.....hopeful;
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According to A. H. Almaas, the type Six personality most directly experiences and suffers from a loss of "basic trust" in the goodness of the universe. This loss of basic trust is the very condition of fallen existence, and thus attaches to all of the fixations, but Sixes experience it at the very core of their consciousness. And it is this most basic and fundamental emotion which must be dealt with directly and defeated if the Six is to achieve true liberation. It is, like the journeys of all the enneatypes, a true "hero's journey."
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Yeah, but then I realized we don't have that many heroes and... /siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh
yeah, we should make that support group. >_<