"I think early adulthood stuffs really takes a toll, it's a very emotional/stressful time - lots of figuring out going on. I was a mess at 18-20... more so than I am now anyway, heh. I do think certain people deal with it better, or maybe they have more support? I don't knows..."
o.o It's hard for me to imagine what you were like as a mess heh. A lot of people have told me the same thing as you (about themselves, not you
) which gives me hope. Don't knows... can only hope to improves~