endersgone

thanks for the kind words -- he just caught me on the wrong day unfortunately. How are you doing?

It's just one of those things that I have to let go. It was just a first date. I guess I didn't pick up on her hint. I thought she wanted a second date, but she doesn't like me that much. I'm okay though. I'm learning to be more steady. Not every girl has to love me. Trial and error, you know?

I bought a new phone. It's not pre-paid. I did it because I need to build credit. I have a 0 credit history. An actual phone plan I pay monthly will give me good credit. I'm also going to make my car insurance a months payment. And lastly, I bought a credit card. got to be careful now and make sure I pay these things on time. Were you already taught the importance of earning a credit? I just learned.

Sorry that was retarded of me. I'm doing alright thanks

Goes things how?

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Nah, I'll be sure to be around elsewhere.

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Hm yes I suppose... weird outlook fluctuations. Life stuffs for you too? Not liking school so much right now?

It's alright, I haven't been that active here anyway (and have been slow to respond :/).

Thank you, though I'd hesitate to call myself wise. There's far too much out there left for me to discover, too many lessons to learn of which I couldn't possibly conceive. If anyone's sagacious, 'tis Mr. Enders.

lolol

Oh...He's still there - locked up. I may be projecting here...but I think it is why you are so disassociated from your emotions. When I finally went "down into my self" I found a very young version of myself in huge amounts of suffering locked up there. Talk about sad....Anwyay - maybe you could look into Guided Imagery methods and play around with your imagination. See what comes from it. There is a potential for healing and the release of locked up energy and creativity - for you.

You too Endersgone - and I mean that sincerely as well.

Hi Endersgone ^_^ no need to apologize, I am perhaps the most distant person on earth so I understand, lol.^^ Thanks for your comment, it really perks me up despite everything. I'm glad there are ppl on this forum who are really awesome and nice. ^^

You're right about that Endersgone... I'm beginning to understand you & CAptain so well now.

Hope youre well. The Fool- according to Rider Waite Tarot

With light step, as if earth and its trammels had little power to restrain him, a young man in gorgeous vestments pauses at the brink of a precipice among the great heights of the world; he surveys the blue distance before him-its expanse of sky rather than the prospect below. His act of eager walking is still indicated, though he is stationary at the given moment; his dog is still bounding. The edge which opens on the depth has no terror; it is as if angels were waiting to uphold him, if it came about that he leaped from the height. His countenance is full of intelligence and expectant dream. He has a rose in one hand and in the other a costly wand, from which depends over his right shoulder a wallet curiously embroidered. He is a prince of the other world on his travels through this one-all amidst the morning glory, in the keen air. The sun, which shines behind him, knows whence he came, whither he is going, and how he will return by another path after many days. He is the spirit in search of experience. Many symbols of the Instituted Mysteries are summarized in this card, which reverses, under high warrants, all the confusions that have preceded it.

Symbolism
Beginnings, most probably of journeys which may be possibly mental, physical or spiritual. The beginning of a new life-cycle. Energy, force, happiness and optimism. The overturning of the status quo or existing states by unexpected happenings. Innocence and spontaneity. Important decisions to be made.

Well you had a couple of months to blog on my page. Why didn't you?

Oh really, that sounds exciting! =] You can also go furniture/decoration shopping soon too, that's always fun =D Things have been good over here- my sister is in town visiting. ^^

Oh lulz I didn't even notice that.
I see you've gone invisitrons as well.

I'm great I've been in a social mood today for no apparent reason. (its a good thing)

Hey Endersgone! What it do foo'?