endersgone

I'm just dandy thanks!
I just did something that made me feel so good just now. I haven't been on the video game forum in soooo long, but I was curious to see what most of the off topic threads were about. It all seemed so stupid and immature, but this one poster was a poll. It said, "At what age did life lose its 'appeal'?"
Everyone was acting like assholes saying stuff like, "so..assuming we all lose appeal in life because your dad neglected you? haha" some shit along those lines.
I wrote up a nice paragraph that I believe will inspire him to keep his hope alive.
I realized something...it makes me happy to see people put themselves out there, revealing themselves in their raw form. It gives me hope

LOL Honestly now. Tell me that therapist and fire fighter belong on the same list. But hey, my choices nonsensical, too. heh
Personal trainer for health and workouts?

You up for some xbox? I want to do something light for at least an hour

haha niiice!
my major is psychology. i may be a therapist or social worker or writer or translator. who knows where the wind will take me
you?

:-D

Thank you

Yeah man, I wanted to call you when I got your text but I couldn't. I worked till 11pm and I work a small shift on WED but it's early in the morning from 8:45 to 12:30. I'll practically have the whole afternoon free!!! I'll call you then, and I'll also relax on the beach while listening to Blind Gary Davis... kinda random, but it's my new thing

Have I told you I think you are a sweetheart? No? Well, there it is. Hope you are enjoying your day.

whoa, you're a psych major into abnormal psych? I'm taking abnormal psych this semester! lol small world.

I have a friend who is needs space like you do. Kinda weird but understandable that he doesn't feel close to people in that way.

I was like that most of my life till a couple years ago. Totally understand how introversion contributes to that. I felt weird enjoying hugs that a few people over the years have initiated. Very few people are like that, of course. Plus I didn't want to be physically close to some of them who do hug, so I kinda do it to be polite. But there are people recently that I do like to be close to. Give it time. Touch is therapeutic, according to studies.

This is kinda random, but why an eye as your profile pic?

Wait...I just looked, and you changed it to a pic of you as a child. This scary, it kinda looks like me when I was a kid! It's probably because of hair.

I cracked up so F***ing hard over this vid!!!
http://www.collegehumor.com/embed/6705666/the-gauntlet-challenge
What a complete dumb fuck! It's too funny !!!!!!! XD

Niiice. We are similar again. (Does the phrase "we are similar/same" become clich

lol now I'm blushing.
No prob. I only discovered the "logic" thing when I read your message. If you think about it, idealism and ideology are basically the same, except the latter sounds like uncompromising and unreasoned (which kinda sounds like idealism, too, heh). Do I sound Ti? :p

Speaking of blushing over compliments, what are your top "Love Languages"? http://www.5lovelanguages.com/assessments/love/

Hmm. Ideology. A very loaded word that I was using a lot lately. Almost sounds like Idealism, except it has -ism instead of -ology. :w: Could it be that they are the same? "go down swinging"? "won't take no for answer"? sound familiar? (i.e., ideology?) HAHA

You're a good guy, Endersgone. We are on a similar thought-channel, if there is such a thing.

Hehe. You may find that an open mind may alarm you more than you expected (as it has for me).
Wow. Same here. I like to change things, one person at a time. My ideals change too. That's the confusing part.

That's exactly what I wanted to know: explanation of each part of the name. What is "Enders"? What is "gone"?
Nice avatar.

I feel like I'm not completely ready to leave the forum for a time period. I want to say my goodbyes to everyone that I've got to know well. Mini vacations are nice, and I want to feel as if I'm going on vacation even though I'm still going to work. I want to get other things accomplished, but the forum can be a distraction. I'll let you know when I'm ready to take a break from here, but this place is definitely good for me.

Oh, and lets be proud of ourselves. At least we're not like douche bags. I really cracked up over this video!
[video=youtube;_1LMkK_9i3w]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1LMkK_9i3w&feature=g-u-u&context=G2de819fFUAAAAAAAEAA[/video]
*sigh* the HS days

I must be losing interest in games... I have music on my mind too much. I forgot how to relax it seems. I hope I'm not heading for another crash. I felt wild stimulation in my brain until I couldn't handle it anymore when I crashed last time. I have to make a change. I think I need to take a week away from this forum, and I just need to do a lot of reflecting. I can't figure out what it is I need to change in my life. I keep going back and forth and I'm going through so much emotion it's driving me crazy.

I didn't want to say anything because I felt bad. All I could think was, "what the fuck are we doing?!" Oh well, I'm laughing it off right now!

I have to be honest, I felt stupid playing that game. It's not that I feel too old to play games, but that game felt too childish.. at least I have a game for my nieces to play

I think street fighter might be a better pick. We'll find a good game eventually, we just need to put more thought into it. When you said it's like TMNT I was like, "Ok lets buy it!" Then I thought, wait... I never played TMNT...this game sucks! :laugh: