I am actually feeling a lot better than I have in a really long time. I made a decision to tell my husband it's over, and I feel an unbelievable amount of peace. I haven't felt this sure and this good in a long time..
At the same time, I do feel my loneliness more.. I mean I have been lonely for a long time even though I was married, but I realize it more now. Yeah I noticed Valentine's is coming up.. It can be quite depressing and at the same time, this year, I'm going to focus on myself and all of the friends that I have and love. Love is a good thing to believe in in my opinion.. but then again, perhaps I'm just a silly optimistic girl who needs something to believe in.. *shrug*
I'm sorry about how you're feeling, I know those feelings well. Not seeing the point, overwhelmed, wanting nothing more than to crawl into bed.
Dragon. I'm here if you want to talk about anything.. I don't care how mundane or pointless you might feel it is. To me it wont be, especially if it helps you in anyway to feel even the slightest bit of relief. I care about you and I want you to know you are thought of. I'm going to be sending lots more good thoughts, hopes, and love you way.. <3