I read your most recent blog post. I won't pretend to understand what you and your family are going through, but know that I will keep you, your son, and your husband in my thoughts and pray for you. Oh stranger who seems not strange at all, I wish that you do not blame yourself for what you aren't guilty of, that you will not fall to stress, to overthinking, or to unproductiveness (whatever that happens to mean to you in this present situation). I wish that it all works out in the best way possible. In a round-about way, I am certain that it will. <3