Nela

Kom mee in de chat, of geen knuffels vannacht!

pls.

Get in chat? Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease?

Of ik kan je wel wat ryhopnol lenen?
Men chloroform is juist op, sorry
Het was gisteren een drukke nacht :]

Zal ik je indommelen?

Bestaat dat woord eigenlijk?

Yep, the more the better! But you've still gotta give a decent account for each. I'll do one as well. Maybe 50. I could do that pretty easily even with explanations! Then you'd be enlightened, my child.

Alsof het zo'n verrassing was. Je zag het mijlenver aankomen.
De anonieme liefdesbrieven, de berichten op je voicemail, de rozen die ik je vorige vrijdag stuurde.
Deed dit dan geen belletje rinkelen?

My incredible questions will catch up to you in the end. There is no escape.

Most people think they're cool, it's not a big deal. Just say it. Say it. Saaaaaaay it. SAY IT.

I am actually looking forward to your list. I have an idea for a thread. People list about 50-100 films they like, which will give an accurate reflection of the kinds of films they like to watch. Rather than just 10 which you cant gather a lot of info on about peoples tastes. Not sure if anyone would do it though.

Nu geeft ge me zo goed als toelating.
Zal deze ook gelden als ik aan uw deur sta met pralinnen (meisjes houden van chocola?)?
Door je slaapkamerraam gluur?
Achter je douchegordijn schuil?

We kunnen beter vanaf het begin onze grenzen vastleggen denk ik.
En ik interpreteer meerderjarig vrij.

Stai wif me gurl

Of anders krijg ik een complex van 'iedereen verlaat mij'. Wil je me dit aandoen?
Ik dacht het niet.

Als ik deze dingen typ, begrijp ik dat ze creepy overkomen.
Later word ik sowieso de rare oude man die de jonge tienermeisjes een rit aanbied in zijn bestelwagen.

Haha, sorry. I'll stop traumatizing you now! But you haven't answered my question :suspicious:

Ik kom net thuis van de cinema, heb District 9 gezien. Best goede film. En daarna nog een uur staan praten met een vriend die mee was gegaan.

En ik dacht natuurlijk: 'Misschien is Nele wel online op infjs..'
Rawr.

Godver ik had t op mijn eigen ding gepost. Narcistisch e?

Wat doe jij nog online op dit uur? :O

Well I don't know. Do you? Do you look in the mirror and go "Yeah... I'm a pretty cool person". I'm hip. I'm fly. I'm down.

Oh, I'd still talk about the same thing- my experience as "yadda yadda". But since I'm a bit cloudy over the whole MBTI thing it would just seem a bit false to say "Hi, I'm an INFJ". I could for simplicities sake but... I don't know. Maybe just call it an MBTI video.

Why can't I make an NF video? It'll be like, breaking the trend. I'm cool enough for that I think. Do you think you're cool?

That was completely random.

God, I thought I was bad. Lol, to be honest I wouldn't be able to handle that reply right now either, it's too late for that.

Speaking of someday soon, I have my hands on a video camera. Once I get a hair cut, I shall be making a video soon. Jesus, I meant to do it months ago. The problem is, I can't call it an INFJ video any more. Maybe just NF or something, I dunno. I really shit of thinking of names for things. I can spend days getting a name for a character. The problem is, I have a really weird name so I feel slightly hypocritical calling my male characters cool and common names. So I have to find something that is either really regular but not shit but not too cool either.

All that coffee keeping you up? I've had 4 cups today- I know, it's terrible. I usually have about 2. My friend bought a giant mug from the Disney store. It's about 3 cups worth in one. God knows why.

I find it difficult to see myself from others perspective, because people rarely tell me how I'm doing from their perspective. That sounds weird but I'm pretty sure most normal people have friends, partners or spouse who regulate them every now and then. It also seems that people have an expectation for my behaviour, that I'm usually not aware of. If try to approach things like Slant or any of the other thinkers, people think I'm being a prick or sarcastic. Also the fact that my avatar freaked you out... it means people perceive me or expect me to act in a certain way that they know is familiar. But I don't have a grasp of what that is.

On here it's easy for me to be who I want to be but in real life, I struggle immensely to get people to like me. To be interested in me. Even for me to like others. That resentment in being unable to connect with people, makes me hate others and myself. Which means my generally good ideals and actions towards people go out the window. I don't feel like this from day to day but it's a more general feeling when I sit down and think about it.

Haha, a party huh? Did you get any presents for your birthday?

Oh I forgot, how did your birthday go?