Nela

Selling is an interesting issue. Andy is an phones salesman, so I hear a lot about it. I could only sell things that I care about. I could sell computers in PC world or something. The intrinsic issue with selling is that it has an air of dishonesty to it. So I would be good a selling from the point of view of me and the person buying but business wise I would get fired straight away because I would refuse to be dishonest. It's essentially lying to people, let's not kid ourselves. I would be like "Really, you should go online, it's SO much cheaper!"

Imagine the emotional intensity of Autumn Sonata and the visual storytelling of Kieslowski films... add in surrealism, humour, sex and psychology and it's pretty much the perfect show.

But seriously get Six Feet Under... you have no idea what you're missing! I guarantee it!

Seriously, look up Six Feet Under. That changed my life, one of the best things ever made. I reckon you'd love it!

Ah, that must mean you haven't really watched a good TV show! I don't just mean a random TV show, I mean one-off, serialised TV shows. TRUST ME, things like The Wire, Six Feet Under, Sopranos... they are absolutely amazing. It's an interesting that has been raised: TV shows like that are far more effective at telling character stories because you typically have 13 hours to live with these people. A film is a 2 hour microcosm of a part of someone's life, or a very condensed timeline.

That's all I've got for now, that took ages!

No I am, but it's hard to think what else because I just realised it's actually a really deep and long held series of 'mini concepts' that I think represent a relationship. There is all the obvious stuff, that everyone does, that's a given. I need to make an actual list for my brain to process it! But we both love lists, lol. (Stop using that trembling monkey to manipulate me! It kills me everytime!)

If I could drive, we'd go on a day trip and listen to awesome music really loud all the way there. Like proper drive through the country to go somewhere. I find listening to my own music such a private thing. When people come in my room when I'm listening to it I either turn it off or get really self conscious of it! Do you do this as well? I was thinking, if two people loved the same music maybe that feeling would go away when you listen together.

Watch a TV show on DVD together. Sounds weird but watching TV shows on DVD is a seriously addictive thing! 24, Prison Break, Lost... ah! Then of course you get the absolute masterpieces: Six feet under, Sopranos, The Wire... ugh too good! BUT if I were to share that watching obsession with someone else who loved the show... it's amazing! I remember when my sister was pregnant, she would sit and watch 24 on DVD together with her boyfriend. It's like, really exciting!

...With chocolate. I couldn't do it! I'm eatin awesome all round so these are okay. Don't judge me. Please.

The shopping and carrying are two things that I've always wanted to do because... I dunno, they just stuck in my head. They symbolize- things. There are others, I'm finding it hard to concentrate right now, hang on I will think of more.

Yep, I'll get some biscuits in a minute.

Only because I lifted you up agains-... *Ahem* Yes, so, the economy aye?

It's not for me, you are clearly distressed by your top position!

You're not clicking on my profile enough! Just do it loads inbetween messages like I do.

No it's Bruce lee quote, lol. But taking the piss out of his accent.

"It's like a fingah, poinding to da moooon. Dohn't look ad da fingah orw you'll miss all that heavenly glorwy"

Have you been having a dodgy forum? It keeps messing up and logging me out?

No, it was your 6th, you just don't know it!

That's why I was afraid to drink, because I thought I would get violent because of, y'know. But it turns out that I turn into one of those giggly annoying people! Either way, I only drink a lot if I'm with friends in a controllable environment. Losing control in a public place like a club is dangerous and terrifying in my opinion. Remember: Awareness and avoidance!

I don't mind needles, public speaking is nerve wracking but if I'm speaking about something I know and love then I would jump at the opportunity to do it! Very drunk people, I know what you mean! They become very volatile. It's horrible really. Plus their drunken state anaesthetises them to pain a bit! That doesn't help for me! I wouldn't say I'm claustrophobic but tight spaces do freak me out. Like, I would never go cave diving or anything like that!

List yours now!

Haha joking.

Heights, public transport, spiders, phones and unfamiliar social events/situations. That's it really.