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Do I really have that bad boy-ness to me? I just get into really interesting situations... thats all
Have a good one.
I'm actually younger than bamf (20). Sorry to shatter your illusions, but I cannot tell a lie.
That's what I couldn't understand, why you felt comfortable sending
me rep comments, etc... but you wouldn't be my friend. I had
thought that maybe you never got them, but I didn't want to ask
because that just seems a little odd esp. if someone was purposefully
denying it. And I am very hesitant with who to communicate with
thanks to korg's stupid anonymous confessions. I sometimes think
people target me because they find me weak.
I must leave for work now Sonya. I hope you have a good day.
I'm sorry for my earlier hostility.
I asked you to be my friend a couple of different times and I'm pretty sure
you a) did not receive my requests or b) said no. If the latter is the case
I'm just having a hard time understanding your motives for the sudden
change of heart in concerns to my worth.
Speechless?
You denied my invitation, mayhaps.
Why the friend request?
Hahah, well that makes one of us! I'm pretty nervous! Thanks for the vote of confidence though. Say hi??? Aren't you always invisible?
If you were referring to my one word exclamation when referencing "kind words," then hot damn! We're going to get along great!
But seriously, there was an aspect to your poem that alluded to this dance with vulnerability. I'm familiar with those steps. Yet, I'm not comfortable naming them directly. Instead, it is easier for me to circle, slowly but steadily getting closer. Anyway, your poem spoke to me in what seemed like a very familiar vernacular. Thank you!That's because you're reading what I write. You're not seeing me in person, hence why I said "on the outside". The online me is actually closer to what's going on in my head. My outer self looks contradictory to the inner self. My outer self is more of a shell really, but it looks dispassionate and my voice is monotone sounding- my inner monologe isn't.
Hahahahahahaha.... when I saw a post from Sonya I 'bout fell outta my chair I laughed so hard. I LOVE the name change! The poem was...was... oh - I have such trouble expressing how I feel. I'll just say it touched me deeply and leave it at that.
Oh I know, I just meant rather than NDN NT
You're Sonya now! It suits you
I'm glad that sonya is back. I don't want to leave, honestly but I don't know how else to bring my self under control. I've tried less drastic measures and they fail terribly. I feel that holding myself to such a public commitment is the only way I'll stop feeling as I do. Answering threads just seems to keep things stirred up.
It's perfectly all right, I fully support burn victims and their welfare.
Nah, I am a shy extrovert.
I was a million miles away lost in thought...trying to find my hat!
Most of the avatars are brunettes actually, but this is the reason why I like this avatar so much. -
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