Nixie

Nixie

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  • Bird
    Wrong. I have a mental condition which has effected my eating
    habits ever since I was a small child. All based on irrationalities,
    but I can't overcome them for fear.
    Billy
    Do I really have that bad boy-ness to me? I just get into really interesting situations... thats all :D Have a good one.
    Bird
    That's what I couldn't understand, why you felt comfortable sending
    me rep comments, etc... but you wouldn't be my friend. I had
    thought that maybe you never got them, but I didn't want to ask
    because that just seems a little odd esp. if someone was purposefully
    denying it. And I am very hesitant with who to communicate with
    thanks to korg's stupid anonymous confessions. I sometimes think
    people target me because they find me weak.

    I must leave for work now Sonya. I hope you have a good day.
    I'm sorry for my earlier hostility.
    Bird
    I asked you to be my friend a couple of different times and I'm pretty sure
    you a) did not receive my requests or b) said no. If the latter is the case
    I'm just having a hard time understanding your motives for the sudden
    change of heart in concerns to my worth.
    Sloe Djinn
    Hahah, well that makes one of us! I'm pretty nervous! Thanks for the vote of confidence though. Say hi??? Aren't you always invisible?
    Norwich
    If you were referring to my one word exclamation when referencing "kind words," then hot damn! We're going to get along great!

    But seriously, there was an aspect to your poem that alluded to this dance with vulnerability. I'm familiar with those steps. Yet, I'm not comfortable naming them directly. Instead, it is easier for me to circle, slowly but steadily getting closer. Anyway, your poem spoke to me in what seemed like a very familiar vernacular. Thank you!
    B
    That's because you're reading what I write. You're not seeing me in person, hence why I said "on the outside". The online me is actually closer to what's going on in my head. My outer self looks contradictory to the inner self. My outer self is more of a shell really, but it looks dispassionate and my voice is monotone sounding- my inner monologe isn't.
    Kgal
    Hahahahahahaha.... when I saw a post from Sonya I 'bout fell outta my chair I laughed so hard. I LOVE the name change! The poem was...was... oh - I have such trouble expressing how I feel. I'll just say it touched me deeply and leave it at that.
    N
    I'm glad that sonya is back. I don't want to leave, honestly but I don't know how else to bring my self under control. I've tried less drastic measures and they fail terribly. I feel that holding myself to such a public commitment is the only way I'll stop feeling as I do. Answering threads just seems to keep things stirred up.
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