but.......i'm still sad......
i don't know why......
i just feel soooo useless, and not worthy to live........
i hate myself.. i just wanna die
i think i lack something..i lack something in my life....
i lack.. protection, affection, care, concern. a lot of things....
i think i'm crazy
my parents can't make me feel all those and a lot more, i guess it's just me and me all my life.